I'm fine.
I don't know what to tell you. I'm fine. Really.
Not.
Okay, can I level with you guys for a bit? If you actually scrolled far enough down to see this, then you deserve to know this. I've been an emotional wreck for the last few weeks. As in, "I fucking hate myself and wish I could disappear all together". Nothing I do seems to help, and lately, it's been hard to motivate myself to do anything. Moreso then ever, I feel completely worthless to everyone, which in turn, makes me worthless to everyone. It's not like there's a believable caveat for it either. I don't have any major problems in my life that could be inspiring it. Heck, from the perspective of most people, I'm in a position most could only dream of reaching, yet I still feel like absolute garbage, and nothing I do seems to stop it.
I keep telling myself everything will be okay. That if I do better, things will get better.
But they don't.
Every day, I feel worse then the last.
And I don't know if I can take it anymore.
I feel like you'll probably think I'm lying about this in some desperate grab for attention, and if that's what you believe, then go ahead. You're free to believe what you wish, especially since I've gotten a bit of a negative reputation in some circles. I don't know what I hope this'll acomplish, I just want someone to know. Bye.
I have seen the future and I know de wey! ih1.redbubble.net/image.495465446.8275/flat,800x800,075,f.u2.jpg
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Yeah, I do. The Alts are strong with this one, it would seem. How you doing?
Hey friend, any chance you remember me?
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Not too hot.
Hello my friend, how you've been?
What exactly does your bio say? I have no idea what language that's in.
2392889 … Crap.
2385673 Oh, and FYI, it's 'brakes', not 'breaks'.
No breaks on the notification train.
Here's another.