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All you need to do, is join this group, then make a forum thread, and explain what you feel needs explaining about your situation.
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I want to die ;-;
What do i do?
I haven't been feeling well as of late. I've lost alot of the little I had and Many things I found fun aren't anymore. I'm very sad and it sucks. I've kept a strong face but I'm faltering. I want to have fun again, I want to feel happy when I talk to someone, I want things to be back to normal.
I know at this point it won't happen but its all the more crushing. I've been getting tired of forcing myself to do thing I use to find fun. I'd get up wanting to do something but then I have a crushing feeling in my chest that makes it hard to breath. Its a horrible feeling to feel all that motivation stolen from me and I hate it.
The things I've been exited and looking forward to in the future feels bland and dull. meeting a wonderful woman, getting a new car, making new friends, I no longer look forward to it. Constant thinking hasn't helped me in the slightest because of the fact that no matter how many things I thought about, that could make me happy, doesn't put a slight bit of happiness in me.
I really hope this feeling goes away soon but I doubt it. I've been feeling like this for a very long time and its only gotten worse over the years. Sometimes I wish I could have still believed in the sweet lie that my family loved me.
you said to talk if we ever feel suicidal
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Problems of the world? Heh, the world can handle itself just fine, the world will be whatever it wants to be, it doesn't need me to take any more problems than I can handle. This is hardly about being selfless, and most definitely not about altruism. To be selfish is to have no reason to live and to have no reason to live means death. It's a survival mechanism, nothing more.
What the point of being selfish if it doesn't help you with anything? Sure, I can be someone real important, if I so choose, I can make money and the rest of the good stuff. The question that remains is: why?
What the point of being rich and famous if it changes nothing? Money and fame are tools, they are useless unless you know exactly what to do with them.
The really valuable things get lost without a way of retrieval and before you know it. From that point, life becomes a torture, might as well suffer for something.
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Yeah, being selfish is no-go anyhow. I tried. Others are the only thing that can make existing at least bearable.
Ah, the sweet notion of death. I've been thinking about it since I was 8. Life is a funny thing. From your very first day, you are taught to value it but once you get to see what life really is like you start envying the dead. They are the lucky ones in their comfy little graves, they already suffered their due.
Death is soooo much more gentle than life can ever be. Finding a reason to live after you get to know how much better off you would be six feet under is a real challenge.
Though, I think I'll stay around for a while. As much as it is tempting, death is final. I still have unfinished businesses. For one I have a war to end.
War gets you a whole new perspective on life and you get to see the real shade of the people around you. The people around me proved to be pure gold. A lot of them died for me. I am not ungrateful enough to allow them to die for nothing.
If it will prove helpful to anyone for you, I found that finding a purpose is helpful in combating dangerous thoughts. Idleness is death. Keeping yourself occupied is the only thing I found that helps. That way you have no time to think about nothing else. That's not a pleasant way to live, but it's better than being dead... if you still see living as a benefit of course.
I,m thinking of killing myself since I was a 4 year Old boy been at war with this feeling ever since then and now if we fail to stop climate change then I,m ending my life
Hi, everypony!
I have met my family on my fathers side for the first time in my life and when we was in the airport and we met I didn’t feel anything inside and was nether happy or exited, just empty. We did many things that my relatives had planed but I was not happy when doing the activity’s. The best memory was when I had a fever and had to stay home (I watched MLP the howl day). I fell like an horrible person and that I was just lazy.
This is not so sad but I wanted to post it anyway (sorry).
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People are just mean; find those who accept you for who you are. I'm sure there are people out there who enjoy reading your stories.
People have been giving me hate mail about my stories saying I suck. It's hurting me and I feel like I want to hurt myself. Please help.
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I've been in the same boat and of course I'm only twelve. I can't say that life isn't going to be hard, however life is worth living. Yes you go through those tough times but in the end it will be worth it. And you will find that special person some day and when you look back on today you will find that it's all worth it. Once you meet the right person you will find that waiting only made the time you spend together more worth it. I know it's hard but you CAN make it though,
I've been suicidal for over a year now. I've never made any attempts at it, nor have I harmed myself, but the temptation to drive under a truck or jump out of a seventh-storey window is so strong that it scares me. If I didn't know what it'd do to my parents, I'd already be dead, and no one that I've spoken to about my situation seems to understand how serious I am when I say that. It's not an exaggeration.
I haven't been formally diagnosed with a mental health problem, but I have seen multiple counsellors and we've agreed that it's not depression. All signs seem to point towards social anxiety, but again, I've never been diagnosed. The best way that I can describe my situation is that it's the feeling you get when your best friend talks to you in a different tone of voice than normal and you think they're upset or angry at you, but on steroids. If someone doesn't lose their shit at a joke I make or if I'm at a party and no one's talking to me, I instantly jump to the conclusion that no one likes me and that they merely tolerate my presence. This happens even with people who I can confidently say are my friends, but at the back of my mind there's a little voice that says "no they're not."
I also overthink things. I've asked out less than half a dozen girls in my whole 18 years, and got turned down all but once, mainly because we were both drunk, she left without giving a straight answer and the whole idea fizzled and died. The problem is that I think back to those occasions and chastise myself, telling myself what I could have, would have and should have done differently because of course they'd go out with me if I had. I know they wouldn't. I know they wouldn't and yet I constantly make myself feel like a clumsy fuck for no reason. Another problem is that I've latched onto this site so fiercely to try to fill the romantic void in my life that I've become a hopeless romantic and give myself delusions of grandeur about how love works. It's in all the stories. If you crush on someone for long enough, then when you ask them out they'll say yes, right? Wrong. I crushed on a girl for four fucking years, a period long enough for me to say that I was without a doubt in love with her, and when I finally worked up the courage to ask her out just before the formal (Australia's version of the Prom), I got turned down. I nearly cried. Remember how I said I tell myself I could have done better when asking out a girl? This one is by far the worst. It still hurts.
I'm just tired. I'm tired of latching onto every mistake I make (and inventing mistakes where there were none) and holding them over my own head for years on end. I'm tired of feeling depressed if I'm not at the centre of attention (a fact which disgusts me and, when taking it into account, makes me even more suicidal). I'm tired of being alone in the world, but being too much of a shit-scared cunt to do anything about it. I'm tired of fantasising about a perfect world where I have nothing to stop me from killing myself.
I'm tired, and I'm scared, because I don't know how much longer I'll be able to stop myself before I actually try something serious.
410673 Don't think those thoughts, I used to. I never made an attempt, but had I thought, I would know that I made a terrible mistake. 9 years ago, I hated life, I hated people. Everybody was a dick, and a bully. I talked about suicide. A lot. But one day it occurred to me, it was just a little part of my life, it would all be over soon. Just had to bide my time till middle school. A couple weeks before graduation, the bullying ended, people were nicer. And I was happy.
My point is, despite how the world feels and acts, its not worth it. Things get better, they always do. It may seem like your not ready to be an adult, but trust me, you are. You now have the whole world ahead of you, you have opportunities that aren't available to teenagers and children. You could travel the world, see the sights, you could become a CEO of some big shot company. Hell, you might even be a governor one day. Anything is possible if you set your mind to it. Killing yourself will be a serious mistake, one you can't remedy, one you can't fix. Don't try it, just take a deep breathe and think positive. Remember that people care about you and love you. Like I said, everything gets better, just wait and see.
410615 Don't think that, most, if not the whole thing, of what you said really is not true. This society greatly values men and women alike, neither gender is better than the other, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Second, don't weigh yourself down because you were born a woman. I like to believe god has a plan for all of us, he determines what we are and what we become, if you don't believe in god, then that's fine. Buts its from my view, if you were born a woman, then god has a plan, he always has a plan. Third, many bosses suck. I should know. And let me tell you, many bosses don't hire woman (or a guy in my case) for their looks, but rather experience. If you look good and have, like lets say a masters in.... Economics or something, and the other candidate is a meth head, then he is most likely going to hire you, not for your body, but for your experience in economics. And if a boss is being a perv, report him to someone higher in the chain of command or something, or simply quit. Its what I would've done.
Don't let this world get you down, there are negative things and negative people. But you define who you are, you define how you feel about yourself. And if you wake up everyday, and take a deep breath, and say "I'm happy with my life." Then you will truly be happy. Ik, I use to be a real piece of shit to others, and I suffered from suicidal thoughts and depression, but every day I say those words and I feel great for the rest of the day. Nobody can get me down, no one can tell me I suck because of my gender, or because how I look, rather I give them the finger and walk off. If a man is being sexist, tell him to go fuck himself, if a boss is being a perv, report him to someone higher in the food chain.
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While I'm not suicidal, I am stuck in a road of depression right now. And I could possibly use some people, er somepony to talk to. I joined the group just in case I ever became suicidal.
Why not suicidal yet
their are some times in my life when I feel depressed and feel like it, I just don't want it to come to that
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I can help. I hope I can, at least. Please let me try, even if I don't know what your going through, because you have your own experience, and no one knows what its like. I can't change what you feel, but I will try change why.