Nov
20th
2022
I'm tired. · 1:26am Nov 20th, 2022
TW: Mentions of self-harm and suicide
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I can't do this anymore. I just feel like I don't matter anymore, to anyone. Haven't been able to muster the passion to write, or for anything else worth doing. I just want it all to end.
Nearly let a bus hit me a while back. It missed, though I don't really know how I feel about that. Part of me wishes it didn't.
Stories will be late. Sorry for the inconvenience.
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A good thing to want
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Everyone needs a reminder that they are worth something. It's so easy to lose sight of your worth once you step out into the real world, and I figured that everyone needs a reminder that giving up is never the answer, no matter how hard things get.
I like that, as a person who suffers from serious depression, your personal message to others is a paraphrase of some lines from "Don't Quit" by John Greenleaf Whittier (or at least that's who the poem is attributed to, I'm pretty sure he's the author). Another poem you might like is William Earnest Henley's "Invictus," which I've heard was a favorite of Nelson Mandela. It might help, when the coldness creeps through your bones and you wonder if you're worth anything.
Also, here's a quote from the guy who saw England through the Blitz; "If you're going through hell, keep going."
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That's wonderful, you're a sweet hooman who deserves the best!
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Mhmm, more or less