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Erynaster


"It may be near when it seems so far but you can never tell how close you are. It is when things seem worst then you must not quit."

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  • 9 weeks
    I'm tired.

    TW: Mentions of self-harm and suicide
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    I can't do this anymore. I just feel like I don't matter anymore, to anyone. Haven't been able to muster the passion to write, or for anything else worth doing. I just want it all to end.

    Nearly let a bus hit me a while back. It missed, though I don't really know how I feel about that. Part of me wishes it didn't.

    Stories will be late. Sorry for the inconvenience.

    36 comments · 547 views
  • 27 weeks
    Hi.

    After taking a bit of a break from writing, I feel somewhat better about trying my hand at it again.

    But first things first.

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    2 comments · 263 views
  • 32 weeks
    Somewhere In-Between

    I'm fine. Or trying to be.

    Life sometimes feels like a rollercoaster. Minus the safety harnesses.

    Motivation comes and goes. There are times when I feel like writing or just playing a game, but the next minute I find myself moping around feeling down in the dumps for no reason at all.

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    4 comments · 165 views
  • 36 weeks
    Lost a best friend this week.

    ... I mean, we had it coming.

    Our relationship has been growing increasingly toxic as of late. He would always be approaching me for help with his emotional problems (sometimes contacting me in the middle of the night) and I would be there to provide comfort and reassurance the best I could. But when I would be the one approaching him with my anxiety issues, he would shrug me off with a, "That's nothing. Don't worry about it."

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    9 comments · 197 views
  • 43 weeks
    New Story Out!

    After a few months of inactivity, I've finished this three-chapter-long Second-Person romance featuring Izzy Moonbow!

    EMidnight Comfort
    The mare you love keeps you company during another restless night. Who knows, maybe there's something more to her gesture of affection than meets the eye...
    Erynaster · 9.7k words  ·  144  6 · 2.8k views

    I hope you all enjoy it. See you all!

    2 comments · 75 views
Nov
20th
2022

I'm tired. · 1:26am Nov 20th, 2022

TW: Mentions of self-harm and suicide
_____________________________

I can't do this anymore. I just feel like I don't matter anymore, to anyone. Haven't been able to muster the passion to write, or for anything else worth doing. I just want it all to end.

Nearly let a bus hit me a while back. It missed, though I don't really know how I feel about that. Part of me wishes it didn't.

Stories will be late. Sorry for the inconvenience.

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A good thing to want

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Everyone needs a reminder that they are worth something. It's so easy to lose sight of your worth once you step out into the real world, and I figured that everyone needs a reminder that giving up is never the answer, no matter how hard things get.

I like that, as a person who suffers from serious depression, your personal message to others is a paraphrase of some lines from "Don't Quit" by John Greenleaf Whittier (or at least that's who the poem is attributed to, I'm pretty sure he's the author). Another poem you might like is William Earnest Henley's "Invictus," which I've heard was a favorite of Nelson Mandela. It might help, when the coldness creeps through your bones and you wonder if you're worth anything.

Also, here's a quote from the guy who saw England through the Blitz; "If you're going through hell, keep going."

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That's wonderful, you're a sweet hooman who deserves the best!

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Mhmm, more or less

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