Holy I know how you feel because.... Before I met Machine I was depressed and came close to self-destruct but when I meet Machine I found out that he was depressed and came close to self-destruct but as we talk and connect (NOT SEX) and we things in common like AI but their is more than meets the eye but we have one human we trust deeply and that is Quincy Jerry Randall.
Look him up in Facebook, it's QJRandl for help or the Suicide Hotline 1-800-273-8255.