I'm a coward, a wimp, and a loser. I'm never any help to anypony, especially when it counts. I haven't done anything worth mentioning. And my childhood friend is always picking on me. I mean, I know I ruined Nightmare Night, but she didn't have to laugh at me . . . .
I made two of my friends cry. I kidnapped the Princess' bird. I set a Parasprite swarm on the whole town. I don't think anyone would care. I don't think anyone would miss me at all.
I hope that rope doesn't break . . . .
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6681490 I started on this long before tonight. Tonight has nothing to do with it. I don't care for your incorrect assumptions.
You are gonna have a bad time now...... Oh hell yeah. Me and you are gonna share this hell.
6681507 Not to be rude or nothin', but he never explicitly said it was about tonight.
And, well...if you're gonna try to tell us this story has nothing to do with your personal feelings I'd have to call BS.
6681521 I honestly don't care anymore. People are going to hate what I write anyway.
6681524 I really don't care what you think. It's a story. It's not a dead body. SO either comment on the story itself, or you can fuck off.
Why does it say 0 views but has 9 dislikes?
6681528 Look, I don't wanna be mean or nothing, but this is really getting ridiculous. You clearly need professional help. Again, I'm not being mean, I'm honestly concerned at this point.
6681537 Because I'm the most hated writer on this site, that's why.
So this story is based on this negative side of you. I want the positive side of you to be back, so does Harms Way and MrSp33dy123.(hugs you) Also, I done something I should've done a long time ago, upvote each of the stories of the Steam collection.
6681537 That's an excellent question really. Maybe other people downvoted without having read it, but I made sure to read through it.
6681539 I wrote "One More Dance" a multi-chapter story in which suicide is a major plot point and the OC is basically a self-insert, and no one said a fucking word. I've needed help for longer than you think. It just took a shorter time for you to connect it to a story this time.
Though I know this story is a blatant self insert, the idea is pretty interesting. Rainbow Dash can be pretty rude sometimes, and it's easy to imagine that Fluttershy would take it too seriously. In summary, I got mixed feelings for this story.
6681543 that is vary untrue. . .
6681528 Your stories are the reason I followed you!
6681543 And you are one of my favorite writers on the site! Don't leave us!
6681558 Thanks for the favorite.
6681556 Okay, that's fine. Just because it's happened before doesn't make what I said any less true. In fact, that kind of supports my argument when I say you need help.
I really don't want to jump into something that is obviously occurring well before this story's posting date, but...
There is no need to let the opinions of people online have an effect on who you are as a person in real life. You have people in your real life that you can talk to, can interact with, and bond with. Everything that you see is nothing but a bunch of ones and zeroes.
For the love of God, don't let what people say about you online make you upset, miserable, proud, or anything. You give what you give, and then, you simply let it go. Don't let this internet collective take precedence over those whom you can truly connect to.
6681543 lel, your name isn't RealityCheck
6681581 On my worst days, he's a saint compared to me.
6681556
And yet you deny help anyway? So how are we supposed to help you? Leave you alone? That seems counterproductive.
I don't give a shit what anyone else says, this is real, right here.
I love this.
#feels
6681596 Thank you.
6681524 Dude, not cool. Really, this sounds like you have some personal vendetta against Lightning.
6681621 Him and Lightning butt heads all the time from what I've seen. A lot of the time Lightning likes to make blog posts that basically tell his followers to go attack Soaring. Some of his followers have told Soaring to kill himself.
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I like how you say that. LS said the same thing months ago, and I told him I don't. So here's the same response to you. I'm tired of him being depressed and suicidal. Hence why I downvoted this fiction, and hence why I spoke out about his behavior. He has denied help for so long and yet he asks for it every time.
To me, this is counterproductive, and he needs help.
Plus 6681630 this.
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I have done no such thing and I resent the insinuation. I was asked to delete a blog post that was aimed at Soaring, but was in no way offensive or called for an attack on him. But it was seen as an attack, and I didn't want to argue with someone who could get me banned.
6681632 That is not to say I believe you have or had any vendetta against Lightning. I've seen your posts in The Writer's Group. You seem like an intelligent guy. And I have read some of your stories and enjoyed them.
I... used to be blunt too. In fact, I have a friend who is very much like this. He won't stand for such depression, and would rather speak out against it, vividly, than, say, give soft words, like another friend of mine. To my credit, I side more often with the former, because I believe he is ultimately right.
Hopefully, I didn't come off as offending or anything. I was noting what I perceived as an observation, and I now see that it was erroneous in nature. I apologize in full.
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What?
When?
I'd like you to go through Lightning's blog posts and find me one example of such a thing happening.
If, and when, you fail, carefully do your research before basically attacking someone.
6681632 Yeah, if you need help, get help. Sitting around complaining about it isn't productive. You can't move forward if your complacent with the bad.
6681651 I appreciate you stepping in on my behalf, but you don't have to do that for me. I do thank you for the favorite, though.
6681639
Yeah, you were asked by someone else, not me, since you blocked me before I could even defend myself.
Also, I call bs on the second half. I can't get you banned, I could only get you banned from a group forum, which you raged about in two different forums and did not even want to discuss the details with me. Instead, you resorted to blocking and get your followers (on their own behalves) to threaten me with death and other great threats. You're lucky I'm a good sport and not only laughed at the responses, but did not report a single one of those people. Dragging it onto them would do nothing but cause more problems, but look where we are, back at stage one.
6681651
I like how you act as if I am attacking someone, or even care about this little argument. I was merely stating information that I have obtained through undisclosed sources. I cannot fail when I am not involved, it is merely the information that has failed.
6681639 Why are you giving the internet so much power over you? You have no idea whether or not either side is sincere or is simply here for the ride.
Go outside. Reconnect with the people around you. You have a family. They do not see you as a burden. That is literally why they are your family.
Stop putting your sense of value in the texted opinions that you see. I know it seems paradoxical, since this is coming from an internet voice, but just set down the laptop, go into the other room, and ask your family how their day went. Listen to them. Let them talk to you. You will be surprised how much better just listening to someone makes you feel, as well.
6681667 You're right, I didn't have to.
But, I wanted to.
A true friend helps their friend in need, no matter how big, or how small the issue.
And, about the story, it's actually quite good. I like the prospect of seeing Rainbow Dash as a possibly bully, and how the things Fluttershy has done wrong, and the ending really tugged at the heart strings.
The realization of what Fluttershy goes through almost brought a tear to my eye (I'm someone who it takes a lot to cry)
It was beautifully written, and stories like this are part of the reason I follow you.
Ya know, this fic is really good. . . I enjoyed that, hope you feel better man.
6681687 I said basically.
I just don't like it when your info is faulty, and non-existent. I still ask you to look through his blogs and find me one instance of the information you suggested.
6681672
I wasn't talking about you. Yes, for once, something isn't about you.
What was I supposed to do, come up to you with my tail between my legs and let you keep harassing me? I wasn't in the mood for your bullshit then,. and I'm not in the mood for it now.
That is a vicious lie and you goddamned well know it. Yes, I blocked you, but I will say this once more, and only once more:
I NEVER ASKED ANYONE TO ATTACK YOU!! EVER!!
I never wanted anyone to go after you. Just because they acted on my behalf doesn't mean I was holding the leash. I don't condone what my followers did at all.
Stage one was when you didn't know I existed. That's the stage one I'd prefer. I won't discuss this in story comments anymore. So, if you have a comment for the story and ONLY the story, leave it and be on your way. Either way, I'm strongly considering blocking you again. You may want (or may have wanted) to help, but this kind of help is the last thing I need. Either read and comment on what you read, or back off. Now.
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6681707 Thank you. I truly appreciate it.
6681722 Please. Read.
6681733 your welcome, have a nice day/night
6681733 Of course, my friend.
I hope you feel better, and I look forward to whatever you write next.
... I read your story and I thought it was well-written. I don't like the idea of Fluttershy killing herself, but I thought you handled her situation pretty well. You're a very good writer.
I will leave you with an upvote.
6681720 I would but who has the time to dig through 200+ blogs than can easily be removed whenever the author wants them to be? I think I'm going to take this time to duck out of the argument and go back to playing Fallout 4.
6681759 I have the time.
6681722
I must be mistaken then, since your words since the TWG debacle by the messages you sent me were:
I'm sorry, but you make it so hard to tell who you're referencing. Use proper nouns.
You could've just been civil and replied calmly, but you resorted to be whiny and unfair. That's not cool in my book.
Also there's that word again. Harass. Do you even know what that word means? I'm wanting to help you, but I guess leaving you alone to kill yourself is how this is going to happen. Good job on killing that motivation. Instead, let's go to ground zero. I'll give up first, then eLLen, then who? You're digging yourself a mighty fine hole that only those who will bear to stay with you will be with. I hope you're fine with that.
Reminder to all those who read this: helping = harassing. Good distinction.
You don't need to ask. Just dropping my name was enough.
Stage zero, not stage one. Because stage one was where we met. Sorry to tell you what stage zero is.
6681753 Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it. And thanks for the follow.
6681772 Fine. Then go back to Stage Zero and leave me alone. And keep your author trashing out of my story comments.
"Hey guys, I acted like a jackass and hurt my friend's feelings, let me project that onto Fluttershy even though it's not only entirely OOC, but childish too!"
- You, 2015.
Seriously, don't make a character OOC just because your feelings are hurt. You're a better writer than that, man, I know you are.