Octavia might know that she's dreaming, but that doesn't make dealing with this any easier. (CW: references to suicide attempts and minor blood.)
Originally a Sofas and Quills Speedwriting entry that underwent substantial expansions and revisions. Read during the contest by Vis-a-Viscera , Nailah , HapHazred and Koren.
Second version proof-read with additional feedback from Vis-a-Viscera , wishcometrue, Silent Whisper, LegendaryBillCipher, and Seer. Thanks y'all!