Pinkie is not always the easiest pony to be around, with her maniac energy and crazy outbursts, but she means well, and she loves her friends dearly. What her friends don't know, is how sensitive Pinkie really is. When Pinkie hears her friends talking about her, the resulting breakdown is one that Pinkie may never recover from.

This was inspired by my own personal feelings that I was dealing with when I wrote this. The cover art even more so.

When Pinkie cloned herself to have all the fun in Ponyville, she never imagined she'd be gazing down the barrel of Twilight's horn, wondering if she'd survive the afternoon. What makes a pony a thing worth being, and who determines that worth?

The title illustration is Reflect by Mewball of deviantart, used with permission. My personal thanks to The Descendant for pre-reading and offering good suggestions.

I come here sometimes and bring them out again.

It's okay to hate them. I don't hate myself.

It's okay to hurt them. I won't hurt myself.

I want to smile like them. I don't smile for myself.

Applejack comes across a Pinkie duplicate hiding beneath her barn wreckage. But, somehow, this one is different than all the others. She calls herself Pinkamena. Takes place right after Too Many Pinkie Pies.

Review by MixMassBasher

Edited by Razalon The Lizardman

What does it mean to be Pinkie Pie? What does it mean to dedicate an entire life to bringing others joy? The truth is that it means forgetting her own. Eventually, a lonesome, deprived heart and an isolated mind will always take their toll. For Pinkamena Diane Pie, that crisis comes suddenly, as she realizes, in the one place she thought she was safe from the world, that she has unwittingly faced herself with a decision that might well be her last -- and she has no idea of what she wants.

Cover Art by Imalou of Deviantart.
Expect Mild Language and non-graphic adult themes.

Pinkamena Diane Pie, long-time server of Equestria's military, has spent years awaiting the day that Sombra would be defeated. Time after time she watched him, avoiding their attacks and never gaining a scratch.

In the midst of battle, she decides to leave one for him to remember her by.

Proofread and edited by: Note Sketch
Art by: konik006(derpibooru)(deviantart)

Again, special thanks for Note Sketch and Azure_Shadow for pre-reading this fic and helping me get it done~

Everypony loves Pinkie Pie. She's that crazy pony who never seems to get sad about anything.
But does something lie beneath that cheerful exterior?

One fateful day a simple man is ripped from his comfortable bed and is swung across realities into a world not his own and a body eerily familiar to him.

He now has the eldritch powers of a certain pink earth pony. What will he do with said power? Only time will tell.

The shitposting has been doubled!

Thanks for the feature! 7/5/24 - 11/5/24 And nearly the top of popular!

Here's the link to the original cover art image

[This will be randomly updated whenever I feel like it]

Ever notice that Pinkie can appear out of seemingly nowhere? This is her secret story. Discover the hidden truth.

(Written prior to Season 2)

Pinkie Pie hasn't been feeling like herself lately, and she is soon struck with the unbelievable truth that she is slowly losing control of herself... to herself. Pinkamena, her dark and twisted side, has awoken from her slumber in the recesses of Pinkie's mind. With Pinkie shocked of the fact that her own split personality has a mind of it's own, she is faced with an impossible challenge. Will she be able to overcome Pinkamena's control? Or lose herself to the unnerving power that she contains?

This is my first fic and I am open to all kinds of feedback from everypony. So as i can make this story as enjoyable as possible.