This dude was depressed as fuck when they wrote Where Blood and Fire bring Rest. I relate so hard to that because of all the shit that's happened to me.
This blog entry is something very personal. If you aren't interested in that, you know where to not read.
I am merely writing this entry, because I need to unload this somewhere. Today, my friend and I broke up with each other. No, more precisely, she broke up with me. Even more precisely than that, our friendship just crumbled away until she didn't have the strength to endure it all anymore.
"If you've that easily offended, you deserve to feel that way." - Adán Druego
Made it to track the progress of the story. Follow if you're interested.
I'm still waiting for the ketamine treatments to improve my mood, but I've only had two so far.
At least it's not ECT again...
I'm non-productive. I want this to change. I want to write again.
How do I love and care about myself as much as I say I love and care about my friends? I want to stop disappointing myself so I stop breaking my mom’s heart, because she already lost her husband to shittyness, she doesn’t want to and can’t watch me squander my amazing potential on idle hedonism every single day year after year.
P.S: this extends to writing as well. Believe it or not, I would like to write more than just shitfics all the time.
I've been trying to get chapters for my fic out consistently, though I'm going to be taking a bit of a break in doing so. I haven't had the energy to write due to my mental state, but I'm taking steps to improve things. I'm also very excited to get the next chapter out once I'm through editing! I think it'll be enjoyable, and I'm pretty proud of it. Not super action-heavy, ((Granted my story hasn't been thus far)) but I think it has good character and story progression
Hello writers! We’re back with the final installment of Being a Better Writer … from Topic List #20. Still, I probably gave a few of you a scare there. Tis the season, right?
I was going back and reading a Discord conversation me and my friend had..... We were talking about woke ideologies and rascism and women and she told me a few things she is concerned about, things that concern her about me..... And I didn't understand it..... I was reading this conversation for the first time again since we had it and it looks so different now..... She tried to help me, tried to make me understand in what direction I was going, and she put so much effort into explaining it to
First of all, eight chapters already?! I thought I was still on chapter 7. That’s funny to think about.
Secondly, I have the scenes written out for Chapter 8, I just need to do some heavy editing to make sure the scene comes across the way I want it to. Right now the chapter is a mesh of ideas that just need to be better pieced together, if that makes sense. Anyways, stay tuned!
Things are taking a turn for the miserable again..... I wasn't checking my mails last week, when I did yesterday, I found a goodbye mail by her. I was citing the fact there's no goodbye message by her as a good sign, now it turned out there is a goodbye message by her. Things were looking up slightly, especially because I let police perform a wellness check on her, which thankfully turned out as her just being sick with the flu and nothing worse, and she told them that she will follow up with
Let's get some worries out of the way:
1) I'm not dead. I still come on here to read the fics while I'm at work during break and lunch.
2) I'm not quitting TMS. I vowed I'd get the series done before the end of this year (which is especially special since this is my chinese new year, the rooster, though I'm not sure if that's a good motivator).
In this thread about politics, ¡we have posters claiming that Hilary Clinton supports Dæsh, that her Husband goes around raping while she follows him and covers up the rapes, that she is a murderess, et cetera! ¡We have not seen such insanity since Goldwater in 1964!
Looking at re-writing Spot of Tea again. Probably going to do it so it can be posted at the same time as the next chapter of A Deer Named John. Main goal will be to overhaul it to make it read like the other chapters of John. Then I will most likely be unpublishing Spot of Tea and attaching it to A Deer Named John as the prologue. Not entirely happy about it, but simply aiming for consistency. It will mean the loss of all comments on Spot of Tea which saddens me. Also the votes and views, but
I don't have much to say here, but what I do have on my mind is important, tailored to everyone out there reading it.
The only thing in the world that everyone on this planet wants is love. I'm not talking about just the romantic side, but rather the knowledge that others care about them, meaning family, friends, significant others, etc. Everyone needs it, everyone wants it, most can only dream of it, and I find it personally sad.
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