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Sep
2nd
2015

Tell me I've failed already! · 12:17am Sep 2nd, 2015

I submitted a story late last night, and haven't heard back from the admins.

Usually, when my story is passing, I would have been told by now.

SO HURRY AND TELL ME THAT I FAILED ALREADY!!!

Report Paradox Theory · 109 views · #ANXIETY
Nov
28th
2015

Doing Much Better · 4:09am Nov 28th, 2015

Back again! And I am very glad to say that my mental state has improved beyond belief. My counseling is going very well. I have had no suicidal thoughts for months. Homicidal thoughts are still there, but they are much less frequent.

I have fantastic friends who are always there to support me. And I am happy.

But that's not to say I'm not still having problems. I am very depressed (I'm taking serotonin, a dose of 100mg as of now) and very anxious.

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Jul
22nd
2015

Low Self Esteem Triggers · 1:53am Jul 22nd, 2015

I was in the basement singing karaoke which I love to do, and calms me down, when my dad screamed from the other room for me to stop. It hurt :fluttershysad: and it makes me feel like I'm a bad singer even though I know I have a great voice and it's just my dad being stubborn and not caring about other people. Anything similar happen to you guys?

Report Shukawarioserfi · 224 views · #anxiety #dad
Mar
14th
2019

Suffering Anxiety and Depression Disorders · 7:00pm Mar 14th, 2019

Guys, I do have a confession to make! I have Depression and Anxiety Disorders, despite that I have mild autism.

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Jun
26th
2016

Clearing Up Some Things (Anxiety & Explanation On Why I Vent) · 5:24am Jun 26th, 2016

Apparently I can't vent. Apparently I'm not allowed to not be happy. Apparently I'm supposed to ignore my shortening breaths and lightheadedness and tight throat and I'm supposed to put on a fake smile for the Internet and say I'm ok. But I don't wanna do that.

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Report Vanilla Mocha · 363 views · #Anxiety #Vent
Sep
12th
2016

Anxiety and Depression: An Outsider's Guide · 10:53am Sep 12th, 2016

So to begin, I'd like to give a bit of an educational background.
There's a huge difference between depression and anxiety the adjectives, and depression and anxiety the disorder.
When you hear depression or anxiety, you may think "Sad or anxious". Yeah, those are nowhere close. I'm sure there are plenty of self-diagnosed people who may or may not be right. However, you're not a doctor so please don't try to guess which one it is.

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Feb
17th
2017

An apology · 1:42am Feb 17th, 2017

I said I was writing again after getting my glasses... That was a lie. Or, at least a half truth. I did get a small amount of writing done but... i'm having a REALLY hard time right now. I've been in an ongoing anxiety attack since my bracelet snapped. Sometimes I'll just stare at nothing or break down into tears... Insomnia is not a fun thing with anxiety. Hopefully i'll start doing better once my new bracelet arrives.

Fluffy soft things help.

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Apr
3rd
2017

Biggest Fear is Reality || What Now? · 1:10pm Apr 3rd, 2017

It happened.

The test results have finally come back and my father indeed has a malignant tumor in his lung. It has been stated that he will have to go through surgery or chemo and radiation therapy, which he will be going through starting this week. Today he begins both with a vicious cycle to try and get rid of this. The upside? He doesn't seem to be as affected, or he just doesn't understand the severity of the situation. The downside? I am having a hard time breathing and not crying.

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Report Aelthya · 1,126 views · #hiatus #depression #fear #anxiety
Nov
22nd
2019

Solitude · 10:24pm Nov 22nd, 2019

For the past month I've been spending a lot of time alone, just sitting in my room with the lights off sometimes drawing, other times just thinking. I think this has been a continual part of my life, going through these periods of loneliness, perhaps that's because I'm just not very good at socializing. As a person who suffers from some extreme social anxiety I do find that I enjoy being a lone but always being alone? I don't know about that... it hurts. I feel as though my body is allergic to

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Jan
11th
2019

Another nervous breakdown · 5:24pm Jan 11th, 2019

I've hit another point where my mind has cracked a little.

It's never nice when it happens. As always, there was no one particular trigger. I didn't "snap" and start smashing things, I just hit another of those insidious, exhausting holes that my depression hands me. I can at least feel them coming, and understand that it's chemical and neurophysiological and that all I need to do is ride it out.

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Jul
24th
2015

Anxiety - what it feels like · 8:27pm Jul 24th, 2015

I take one breath, slowl but shallow, than an other, and an other, my breathing becoming quicker and quicker as I still don't feel any air passing down into my lungs, my desparation growing bigger as the feeling that I can't breath spread through my body.

Finally I stop. After a few moments, I try again. I take a deep, slow breath that is in reality shallow, but it feel deep as I finally feel the air filling my lungs again.

It's still not over.

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Aug
10th
2015

I feel completely alone, yet can never socialize · 4:46am Aug 10th, 2015

I like to try finding someone/some people to talk to or that I know I can turn to for company (Maybe even by the 1 in a million chance, a girlfriend), the problem with that is the fact that I'm incredibly introverted; I kinda have a hard time listening, plus I can never really find anything to talk about other than my interests to others and barely anyone in my area share the same interests as me resulting in it being incredibly hard to hold a conversation with someone i'm trying to meet for

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May
6th
2017

I feel weird today. · 6:33am May 6th, 2017

I don't know how to explain it... I guess It feels like emptiness mixed with loneliness. It's like I'm missing something in my life. Today I went to work, feeling alright. I was talking to my Co workers and everything was fine, But right when I got home, All these feels started to get to me for some reason. I also don't feel like doing what I love everyday when I get home from work(Video games, Youtube.) I'm just not feelin' it tonight I guess. It feels like I need to cry, but I don't...

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Feb
21st
2016

Anxiety and an Update Three Years in the Making · 9:18am Feb 21st, 2016

So for the last two hours I have been constantly looking to see if my first fanfic in over three years was been accepted. Now it is past midnight and I have to get up early to go to church ( ugh ), and I probably won't go and sleep until it is accepted. I worried that no one is going to like it or no one is going to even be interested by it. Its pretty much how I feel before presenting an essay at school, I know its going to be fine, but I'm still worried. I already have the story all planed

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Jul
26th
2016

Random Rambling LXVIII · 2:56am Jul 26th, 2016

IN WHICH DEPRESSION SUCKS
I hate to even write about this, because I don't like bringing others down. But, since it's highly doubtful anyone will read this post, I can look at it instead as a little personal catharsis. After all, talking about your problems is one avenue to trying to get a handle on them. And if it helps my writing, so much the better.

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Dec
1st
2019

I need urgent help with anxiety · 9:04pm Dec 1st, 2019

Anybody who's experienced anxiety got any ideas how to deal with crippling episodes of anxiety and or depressive thoughts? Really need some ideas before I lose my mind.

Report FireRain · 43 views · #Help #anxiety #depression #why?
Oct
28th
2017

Pre-NaNoWriMo Jitters · 7:50pm Oct 28th, 2017

I have been looking forward to writing this project for so long, now that it's only a few days away, I'm trembling with anxiety. I'm so excited to be finally starting this project which will be a major step forward in my "writing" career. After this, I only have one more big story that I feel that I "must" write before I can ever move on to bigger things.

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Oct
30th
2017

Two Days Left! Mo' Plannin', Mo' Problems - NaNoWriMo · 2:14am Oct 30th, 2017

Spent a good portion of the day reviewing my writing guides and adding more notes to my story notes.

And damn it, I wish I had more time.

I've written at least 12 more pages of notes for review and planning, and I want to get so much more jotted down before the challenge starts.

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Report Lost_Marbles · 115 views · #NaNoWri #anxiety #desu
Oct
19th
2016

Random Ramblings LXXXVII · 3:35am Oct 19th, 2016

IN WHICH I SORT OF RETURN
So, yeah. I've been away for awhile. I promised I would make public one of my finished one-shot stories and I didn't. I apologize for that. I just couldn't bring myself to deal with the bell icon while also dealing with other things.

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Jun
10th
2018

Anxiety, Depression, Suicide, and Survival. · 3:33am Jun 10th, 2018

So I don't talk about myself too much here, oddly enough I talk about myself here in more personal detail than anywhere else. I guess it feels safer to talk about things bothering me when nobody knows my real name. Yet I think there are some things that need discussed, for my sake and hopefully to help others. For the past year I've been suffering with suicidal depression. I've seen a therapist, I've done some exercising, and I even picked up yoga. All these things have been very helpful but

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