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• 10 weeks

  Love is on hold, but Gabriela is coming soon!

  So my special somepony left earlier... I don't know where he went? But I need to give my romantic curiosities a little hiatus for the time being as I get myself sorted out! And so, both Close Combat and Cutting In will have to take a break for a little bit!

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• 20 weeks

  Reformation

  So in my story, Chrysalis is "the changeling." She changes shape to whatever she thinks wants to be seen. She does this to hide her true identity so she can feed on love. This is an interesting allegory for how I felt for a very long time. The assumption is that I need love right? Well, what if I could only get that by pretending to be something else? That's the way I felt for a long time... Like, nobody would accept the real me and so I needed to pretend to be "male" or whatever... I was

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• 21 weeks

  The Lord of Chaos, The Nightmare King, and the Changeling

  So some of the allegories I've been using in my story might come into question? So I'm going to talk about the three villain models I'm using to illustrate my points. First off, there's Discord, who represents my chaotic past. Metaphorically, overcoming him is what gave me the strength necessary to overcome my fears, who are represented by Sombra. He wants me to take over Equestria after all! (Commit suicide) In my experience, the best way to overcome him is sheer force of will! You gotta get

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• 25 weeks

  The real reason; after the fact

  I finally came to understand what Cozy Glow really means to me in the last few minutes... Originally portrayed as a "mystery villain" in the series, we never really learned who she was or why she did what she did in the series. That said, I took that opportunity to give her a heavy dose of my own fear and pain. That is, the fear of the world not accepting me and the pain of losing my parents. I'll admit that I legitimately felt sorry for her as I typed those words of her breaking down in

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• 26 weeks

  The good filly

  Cozy's psychosis in my story is in reality, a representation about how I feel about being transgender... I feel like I can't just be like everyone else! I feel like I have to be better than that! I feel like life threw me a weird curve ball there and truth be told, it did effectively end my marriage earlier and created a whole new world of struggle for me. But looking back, it did help shape my character and help me develop empathy. Well, there's good and bad in everything yes? I also have a

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