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• 14 weeks

  Why did I write this?

  So, you might be wondering why I'd write a lesbian three-way romance story? Well, truth be told, long ago, before my transition, I was involved in a three-way relationship. And while said relationship failed miserably, I also don't believe that was my fault. I wanted to explore the concept of polyamory a bit more thoroughly in a safe environment and so, that's what I did! Once again, the answer is similar to what I found out when I explored the idea of love and romance again. And that answer

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• 17 weeks

  Making Amends

  In chapter 12 of my Twinkle Shine story, Twinkle makes amends with Cozy Glow, the monster who haunts her dreams... Since then, I've noticed a distinct change in my thinking and how I view things... All the pain from the past no longer really hurts when I dwell on it because I feel like I've learned to accept and live with it now... What's done is done and nothing could ever change that... I can, however, control how I view it and what story I tell myself. In that way, I can

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• 22 weeks

  The Schism: Enter Jessi Trotsky

  Scootaloo’s ghost represents the old me and she carries the guilt and shame of Apple Bloom’s (my mother’s) death in the form of the chicken costume she’s currently doomed to wear. Jessi Trotsky represents the new me and that’s why it’s important that she be a filly. She’s very bright and sensitive and has a lot of love to give to the world, but she has no idea how to go about that… She’s very quirky and witty, but she doesn’t like or trust most ponies. She’s a green unicorn filly

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• 22 weeks

  Love? A meditation...

  I know I shouldn't concern myself with anything like love or relationships at this stage of my life... I know I need to just let it rest... But I just can't help it! After all that time laying dormant in my life, I feel like something has woken up inside me? This is strange because I was married for six years! And yet, I can't for the life of me, explain the sudden love of lesbian little horse romance?

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• 24 weeks

  Waifu?

  My waifu is (apparently) Trixie now, whether I want her to be or not... I'm writing an adorable snuggle scene between the two of us at this point and I'm coming to realize that this is cathartic for me... Because of the way I am and how I was hurt, coupled with the fact my estrogen-soaked brain is reforming right now, I can't really be in a relationship with well, anypony! And so, I must make this journey, by myself... But does that mean I have to be alone? That's the question I'm

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