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Jul
27th
2014

I am now me · 8:07pm Jul 27th, 2014

I just came out with how I identify myself. I have not identified as a boy ever, but I was born one. I wanted everyone to know that I am myself, I will live how I want to, and I am now and forever truly me.

Feb
5th
2021

Allow me to reintroduce myself · 8:23pm Feb 5th, 2021

Report MuseoSansPony · 127 views · #transgender
Jul
5th
2021

Becoming Fluttershy · 8:52am Jul 5th, 2021

I'm going to finish Becoming Fluttershy this year.

When I started writing this story, I was legally male. Erica was just a name I picked for the main character because my middle name back then was Eric. I was a miserable lonely frustrated person who worked too much and had been convinced to watch My Little Pony by their girlfriend.

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Report Hope · 267 views · #transgender #rambling
Apr
13th
2021

Trans Rights · 3:53pm Apr 13th, 2021

I know I haven’t posted a new blog post in a while, I try to avoid news over extended breaks because I tend to want to enjoy them and not constantly be barraged with news. Not having social media helps me with that.

I’m right off the heels of Spring Break, and I’m noticing a couple articles that are really not making me feel good.

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Jan
11th
2022

Gender is a Performance! · 8:25pm Jan 11th, 2022

And mate, if that's true, then I'm a whole ass 1 person Broadway band show.

That's it, that's the blog post.

Jan
27th
2023

The Changeling Metaphor · 10:34pm January 27th

A changeling is a creature that feeds off love. They are shapeshifters who take different forms in order to drain others of their love. That's an apt metaphor for the way I used to be when I was pretending to be male. I felt like I had to be this "person" that they wanted me to be, or I would lose their love... And the truly messed up thing is, I was right. However, they're all gone by this stage and I'm truly free... In this metaphor, Chrysalis is trying to change into something else because

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Aug
21st
2021

On Tirek and Scorpan · 2:48am Aug 21st, 2021

As I write about Tirek, I remember his first appearance in season 4. I recall how he represented self doubt as he would sap your energy and strength and force you to bow to his will. And I know in this story, he is a metaphor for my "older male self", as in, the self doubt I have at points... Now, like Starshine points out in the unreleased portion, we cannot kill him! After all, to kill him would be to kill myself. And so, the question becomes, what does Scorpan represent now? I think, in a

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Feb
3rd
2021

The real reason; after the fact · 5:18am Feb 3rd, 2021

I finally came to understand what Cozy Glow really means to me in the last few minutes... Originally portrayed as a "mystery villain" in the series, we never really learned who she was or why she did what she did in the series. That said, I took that opportunity to give her a heavy dose of my own fear and pain. That is, the fear of the world not accepting me and the pain of losing my parents. I'll admit that I legitimately felt sorry for her as I typed those words of her breaking down in

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Mar
10th
2021

Reformation · 10:23pm Mar 10th, 2021

So in my story, Chrysalis is "the changeling." She changes shape to whatever she thinks wants to be seen. She does this to hide her true identity so she can feed on love. This is an interesting allegory for how I felt for a very long time. The assumption is that I need love right? Well, what if I could only get that by pretending to be something else? That's the way I felt for a long time... Like, nobody would accept the real me and so I needed to pretend to be "male" or whatever... I was

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Dec
19th
2021

In Twinkle Shine's mind · 11:43pm Dec 19th, 2021

Many of the transgender allegories used here are fairly obvious. For instance, Twinkle Shine is the name she chose for herself, and therefore, her name is Twinkle Shine now, and not Cozy Glow... Her ghosts are a past reflection of herself, much like my own ghosts are just past reflections of me. They haunt her dreams, and while she cannot get away, she can learn to deal with these nightmares and possibly even make friends with them.

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Oct
27th
2020

Trapped in stone · 2:12pm Oct 27th, 2020

In Trixie Interviews: The Cozy Glow Story, being trapped in stone is my metaphor for knowing you're transgender and not being able to do anything about it. When she asks Trixie if she can go back to being in stone again, that was me briefly pondering if I should just stop my transition and go back to pretending to be male again... Well, it occurs to me that that made me very unhappy, but at the same time, at least I didn't have all of these worries and anxieties? But the truth I'm starting to

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Jan
27th
2021

The good filly · 11:24pm Jan 27th, 2021

Cozy's psychosis in my story is in reality, a representation about how I feel about being transgender... I feel like I can't just be like everyone else! I feel like I have to be better than that! I feel like life threw me a weird curve ball there and truth be told, it did effectively end my marriage earlier and created a whole new world of struggle for me. But looking back, it did help shape my character and help me develop empathy. Well, there's good and bad in everything yes? I also have a

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Nov
3rd
2020

Being Special · 11:45pm Nov 3rd, 2020

When Cozy was chatting with Princess Luna earlier in my story and she told Luna how she didn't want to be special or different, in reality, that was really me saying that I actually don't want to be transgender... I often wonder, why can't I just be like everypony else you know? Why do I have to be different? I sometimes cry actually because the truth is, I didn't want any of this! I didn't want to lose my wife and life after all, but it happened! Slowly over time, everything decayed... Years

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Mar
11th
2022

Love? A meditation... · 2:54pm Mar 11th, 2022

I know I shouldn't concern myself with anything like love or relationships at this stage of my life... I know I need to just let it rest... But I just can't help it! After all that time laying dormant in my life, I feel like something has woken up inside me? This is strange because I was married for six years! And yet, I can't for the life of me, explain the sudden love of lesbian little horse romance?

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Aug
13th
2017

A New User Name / Update · 3:01am Aug 13th, 2017

Oh boy... I've done it now. I've.. gulp Changed! My! Username! :derpyderp2:

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Oct
21st
2021

How MLP helped me figure out my gender at a young age. · 3:07am Oct 21st, 2021

Growing up I wasn’t really comfortable with being presented as male. It made me feel really uncomfortable and jealous seeing girls wear skirts and do feminine things meanwhile I was forced to like things that were considered masculine even though I’d rather be into more feminine things like playing with girls toys and wanting to dress a girl. Unfortunately, thought my parents were very closed off when it came to expressing my gender back then. Both of them wouldn’t allow me to have anything

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Feb
1st
2022

Trauma fucking sucks · 7:33pm Feb 1st, 2022

I'm suddenly reminded of the time where my parents (in)directly said I'd be dead to them if I were trans-


"If you were to be trans, then we'd have to put an obituary out for Tyrel, and then put out a birth announcement for Felicity. We'd have to take pictures of you in a diaper to put in the paper, Is that what you want?"

I shook my head.

"Because that's what you're asking us to do."

Ughhh

Oct
24th
2015

Transgender Album · 8:12am Oct 24th, 2015

Who wants to listen to a trans album? No one?

Well here you go!

You're welcome no one, and by the way.. I like your hat!

Oh and pleased share with everyone you know, whether you like it or want to make fun of it, and please donate at www.gofundme.com/bitterwords

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Aug
16th
2016

Retraction: The SCA is not that open-minded · 4:12am Aug 16th, 2016

In my last blog post, I wrote that people in the SCA have the super-power of being able to “study people from a distant time and place and try to understand them.”

I spoke too soon.

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Oct
4th
2021

Depression/Anxiety Piece · 6:34pm Oct 4th, 2021

Warning, I get a little emotional here. Kind of, yeah, a vent piece, some of which I might incorporate into my next stories, but, I’m in a mood, and not sure what better/else to do (that I feel like it)

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