Love? A meditation... · 2:54pm Mar 11th, 2022
I know I shouldn't concern myself with anything like love or relationships at this stage of my life... I know I need to just let it rest... But I just can't help it! After all that time laying dormant in my life, I feel like something has woken up inside me? This is strange because I was married for six years! And yet, I can't for the life of me, explain the sudden love of lesbian little horse romance?
As far as I can tell, I'm either omnisexual or bi-lesbian. The real X-factor here is, can I have a relationship with a man? If I can, then I'm omnisexual! If not, then I'm bi-lesbian, meaning sex with a man isn't out of the question, but a relationship is! I've only really written one heterosexual romance story and while I'm not sure if I'll ever finish it, it's far from my best work... Meanwhile, lesbian romance stories like Gabriela and Diamond Hard get massive upvotes and attention... I think this might be saying something to me?
PS: Fun fact! Dusk Shine and Nightshade were two characters that first appeared in that same heterosexual romance story in the one chapter that was never published! For that reason, Gabriela the Batpony was technically their first debut...
Wait a minute. You were married for SIX years?
What happened?
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... I wasn't what I was supposed to be and had to go away... This is why I'm so uneasy about being trans. Because that little fact made me lose a lot of things...