So, remember the purple ant vent? Yeah, me too. Well, I just remembered something that happened on like 4-5th grade. So, we had a four day and three night field trip to San Antonio and Austin (but mostly the former). On one of the restaurants we stopped at, I was very sleepy and was slipping in and out of consciousness every so often. Then, I guess I fell asleep with my head leaning back. Then, like the first day back, we had a power point playing of some of the pictures from it. And guess what

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People always going around saying “If you don’t cry at this, you have no heart.”

I mean like, one time me and my cousin (she’s 10-12 while I’m currently 16) watched the music video of Happier by Marshmello and Bastille and we both made it with (I kid you not) dry eyes.

So tell me, does that mean me and my cousin are heartless people? Of course not.

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I said that I was going to write as much as I could with my Halloween high. Well, it's almost Halloween, and I have made very little progress on Brotherly Bonding Time. I swear, it's always the beginning scenes of a chapter that always get me stuck in some bad writer's block (where while you know the big picture, the details escape you, especially when hopping from one subject to the next), and it doesn't help that I get distracted by stupid games and videos too easily and that I've been

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What a surprise. It is the month of May after all

Got in "trouble" earlier for leaving the house before my dad woke up (it was one in the afternoon when he woke up). Just went out to spend time with my boyfriend during his lunch break. According to him I'm supposed to wait around until he wakes up. So I head home right after we finish eating and apparently it was my dad just joking with me.

Haha dad. Good one.

Normal equals grumpy pants.

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I don't mean to question the FimFic admins, but why isn't there an option to report users for "not finishing that story I like and really really really want the ending to"? I'm not saying writers should be banned from the site until they finish those stories, but surely they can be abducted and locked in cells with nothing but word processors, or something...

My Aunt when something breaks:

I was watching a Twitch livestream of my changeling OC, Venom Stinger, getting drawn, when the video just kept on buffering every few minutes; after a while of drawing, the artist (who will not be named in this post) finally noticed, they said they actually finished my artwork and they tried to fix the problem by resetting the stream.

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Sunlight Rays here, with another blog post.

As you can most likely tell from the title, I am not doing so well. I don't lie with the titles I make, after all.

Recent events have had me think about myself: about the things I've done, both to others and myself, and their consequences, about how I've constantly failed others' and my own expectations.

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So, I got home and plopped down for some relaxing time, played the sims, Warband, thought about ESO. Just relaxing, right? Well, I just realized about five minutes ago that my FUCKING GLASSES are missing. I wear them so much I didn't notice they were gone. Fucking fuck.

Just my luck too, I need those damn things tomorrow.

If you can't tell, i'm POed.

As if I didn't have enough on my plate, now I've got this to deal with. I haven't mentioned this before, but I have anxiety issues -- bad ones. And this is something I need to talk to people about.

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This kinda be hitting different with music

ugh

Thanksgiving. My aunt yelled at me. She’s still mad (I think). And she yelled because I couldn’t find a shirt. A fucking shirt. Ugh. I cried. Bruh. Like, sorry I can’t reach your 'Golden Standards' or whatever.

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Seriously though. I’m trying to think of how to start writing this story, but my mind is completely devoid of any ideas. All I know is that it starts with a gala or party of some sort, and I have some idea of what Pharynx would be doing, but what would the Change Gang even be doing?

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Sooo, this is just a random blog post (just like 95% of all my blog posts) but I felt like I had to say it. This is serious.

Skyrim Special Edition? Got it in my library for free on Friday. I do not want to play it. I implore you guys to not play it either.

I'm dead fucking serious.

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most likely will delete this later Just needed to get some stuff out and will hide under a spoiler tag so unless your fine with seeing venting read ahead, it's mostly about how I view M/M shipping is viewed on the internet and personal views I needed to get out.

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honestly, I'm tired of myself of explaining why this account is still inactive but I don't want anyone thinking I don't care about this account anymore when it's actually quite the opposite but my current mental condition has had no real way of improving so without any outside forces (sometimes that's not even enough) I just have no internal motivation or energy to push myself into achieving anything.

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I’m in Reading (ew) and like

some girls are like

complaining about being dress coded

and saying they should teach boys to control themselevs

first off bitch, leave my horny outta this

second off

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This person I used to know for 2 years now went behind me and lied many times in the past .

Now in prison for life for rape a 12 year old in Ohio.

He did it without me knowing what going on if you wanted to know his beliefs he was sadistic type I’m not kidding you what happened in his server.

I’m assuming he groomed a individual on it I’m afraid he had committed more pedo behaviors towards his victims. I’m still had to come out and say he cheated on many others I can’t even say.

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It was only to vent. This was that post, I just deleted everything and replaced it with this. I got a really bad headache that will not go away and it is not helping my mood.

Recently I checked my email and saw that my psn sign-in(email) was changed. I know i did not change it and I did not tell anyone. So this is bullshit

This was resolved several mouths ago, thanks to my sister.