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Larrydog


Please Read my Carrd before interacting: https://larrydog.carrd.co/. Just a guy addicted to shipping and Next gens and shipping Svengallop with every Male and my oc

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  • 6 weeks
    A new story I'm (maybe???) Writing

    I don't have a lot of ideas for this yet, and this story might come out clumsy because I'm getting out of my comfort zone for this but I'm trying to get out of my writer's block and this is what I settled on doing.

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  • 14 weeks
    Some ideas I'm having currently

    Still here and still having writer's block but I've been thinking of different things I can attempt that are outside my normal interest to a degree that I have seen become semi- common things on this website. one of them is making 6 ocs of different species those being, Zebra, Cat, Diamond Dog, Dragon, Griffon, and Changeling who are friends and have adventures with each other and separate (being

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  • 23 weeks
    My list of ideas

    so I have two things to share in this Blog. the first is a way to get me back into writing I made a google docs list that is a master list of all the MLP ships that appeal to me to write in the future, and I decided to share it here because I wanted to, and because I think this will be a good thing to direct people too if I ever start trades or commission one of these days too give others ideas

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  • 25 weeks
    Feel like I should say something here

    I'm still around and still having super mega writer's block (been putting all my energy into drawing mostly). but there is a better chance of me uploading stuff here again as I've been super into MLP again and working on my next-gen again (because. of course I am) and most of the stories will most likely set in that AU cause... that is what I wanna write about and I am sure somebody on here will

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  • 47 weeks
    More updating

    I've been up to a lot the past few days, it's the new year, and despite this year already starting off rough for me, I've been making an effort to draw every day. its been going well I mean I still don't really like my art at all but it feels nice to commit to something again and if you wanna see all my art progress I might show it here in future blogs or you could send me a note asking for my

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Sep
29th
2020

just a ramble/vent of some things · 6:54pm Sep 29th, 2020

honestly, I'm tired of myself of explaining why this account is still inactive but I don't want anyone thinking I don't care about this account anymore when it's actually quite the opposite but my current mental condition has had no real way of improving so without any outside forces (sometimes that's not even enough) I just have no internal motivation or energy to push myself into achieving anything.

I find it's pretty easy for me to get an idea for pretty much anything when it comes to writing and drawing, but knowing how to apply the important things I need and want to go into said ideas...that is what keeps me stagnant from improving or knowing what to do along with the fact that I currently get no pleasure from writing any more it mostly gives me a headache and depressive feelings I normally try to keep down as much as I can. I feel that it's important to try to push through that if I really wanna achieve my goals but not knowing what I want (or not really not getting a feeling of accomplishment if I do finish something anymore). finishing anything just leaves me a bunch of questions, panic, and anxiety as after I'm done I never look at my finished work ever again from cringe at the fact that I wrote it (also writing and art has become something I have to force myself to do so much now I feel like I rush them and they come out bad), and I'm not sure that is how it really should be.

so I don't know these last few years of my life have been filled with a lot of confusion about my past, present, and future and I don't know when it will go away but I'm hoping soon because there is so much I wanna share on this account now that I finally committed to MLP and there are many new concepts and rairpairs I wanna experiment with.

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Comments ( 2 )

I hope you will manage to accomplish something on your own despite your condition.

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Thanks and I hope I can too, I'm gonna do as much as I can to see if I can improve my condition with what I have.

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