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Not much to say about myself -- I'm an Irish guy whose interests include MLP, video games, and occasionally writing fanfics.

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    So my laptop died.

    After five faithful years of service, it seems my laptop has finally entered the last stages of its life. Got the infamous "click of death" last night.

    I've already picked out a new one, but it'll be about two weeks before I get it, so I'm afraid my latest fic will be delayed for a while. Sorry about that. Hopefully it'll be worth the wait.

    RIP Shamrock95's laptop

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Vent time · 8:33pm May 16th, 2016

As if I didn't have enough on my plate, now I've got this to deal with. I haven't mentioned this before, but I have anxiety issues -- bad ones. And this is something I need to talk to people about.

This trip to France tomorrow... I'm convinced that something horrible is going to happen. An accident, a plane crash, fucking ISIS rolling into town again. I know it sounds stupid, but... I'm in a bad way. I'm trembling, got tears in my eyes, and I just want to call the whole thing off. I don't know what the hell to do.

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It's gonna be fine, bud. I traveled to France not too long ago, afraid of the very same things you are, but everything went absolutely perfect. I mean, planes are frightening and turbulence nearly made me vomit, but I landed after a good few hours. A whole bunch of hours, actually. And I'm still alive. Mostly. Kind of. Not really. I'm a ghost.

Sounds like you may be having some sort of axiety attack. My brother stayed in France for 2 weeks not too long ago, and my mom studied for a year in France. If you can open your mind to a new expierence, the people there are usually super nice, and will help if you get lost/somthing bad happens/etc. You will almost certainly be fine.

Stay calm, focus on breathing, and take every bit of this leading up to the trip one simple little step at a time. Remaining calm will help, but you have to be willing to take it slow. Sure it's always great to plan for the future but in some cases its best to go slow and play it by ear.

You'll be alright I'm sure of it.

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