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Jun
3rd
2021

I'm depressed for several reasons but chiefly because my roommate is being an asshole to me to distract her from feeling depressed for reasons I won't go into because they're her personal life so please I am begging you someone write a coll · 10:44pm Jun 3rd, 2021

I'm depressed for several reasons but chiefly because my roommate is being an asshole to me to distract her from feeling depressed for reasons I won't go into because they're her personal life so please I am begging you someone write a collab with me I want to be happy again

please I am begging you collaborations with other authors on stupid stories make me feel better .

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Jan
23rd
2016

Personal drama enclosed. Be warned. · 8:05pm Jan 23rd, 2016

This is the blog post I mentioned I'd make in the author's notes of the latest chapter of LBC.

This started this past December around christmas. I was in charge of making christmas dinner since my grandmother passed away last year and it was a damned nightmare. My dad, whom I live with, has become a blubbering, shell of a man. Despite living with him, he doesn't really know me. There's always been distance between us (physical abuse) and he believes we're best buddies when we aren't.

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Report Blue Cultist · 522 views · #depression
Dec
20th
2015

Depression · 12:08am Dec 20th, 2015

Scribbler, one of the top fanfiction readers, and a pretty decent writer, has written and read a description of depression that is the most accurate and complete I have ever seen.

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Report tosety · 386 views · #depression
Aug
19th
2018

Sorry · 10:26am Aug 19th, 2018

Not quitting the story just very depressed

Report Xenay · 337 views · #Depressed
Sep
10th
2020

Living is like drowning · 3:15pm Sep 10th, 2020

Living is like drowning. At least I think it is. I've never actually been drowning. Unless I have, but I've lost it in the haze that is my memories.

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Report chris the cynic · 549 views · #depression
Apr
30th
2019

Skipping my Monthly Status Blog this month..... · 3:31am Apr 30th, 2019

....to refer everyone back to my blogs, a couple months ago, about depressiion.

Since the middle of last week, I have fallen into another bad depressive episode. The new dog is helping in that at least I have a cuddle buddy and emotional support anchor, but she came along right at the worst part (the part where I don't get out of bed, don't feed myself, and don't even bathe myself). The part where it hurts to even THINK about doing anything.

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Report MythrilMoth · 1,290 views · #depression
Jul
3rd
2016

What is depression · 1:41pm Jul 3rd, 2016

Depression is not about being unhappy. It's an illness. And it can end deadly.
If you wonder what it feels like, you really have no idea bout it.
If it's bad enough, you don't feel anything. Emotions are erased from you. From your soul.
And everything around you is like a movie. You see it happen, but it's all just an act. None of it is real.
When you're around others, you're lonely. Nothing matters.

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Report Xenay · 399 views · #Depression
Jan
25th
2021

Delays · 7:18pm Jan 25th, 2021

Writing the next two chapters for Innocent Monster is draining me currently.

Gonna have to delay it till next month.

Report Frustaz · 301 views · #Depression
Dec
10th
2020

Thinking about how to plan for Gallus' backstory regarding his upbringing · 3:44am Dec 10th, 2020

Griffons aren't the most caring of creatures.

1. Abandoned/Kicked out at a young age and left to fend for himself
Or
2. Parents killed due to event (Trauma depending on witnessing event) leading him to live on the streets

(This was before encountering Grandpa Gruff, they never stated if he was biologically related to him.)

Oct
3rd
2015

Stuff off my Chest · 11:36pm Oct 3rd, 2015

So lately I've been thinking about a few things that I'm going to say below.

My mother and father have been divorced for around seven or so years, which is nothing out of the ordinary. And my mother is now remarried, as was my father, until recently. I have four half-siblings, and they're all pretty cute.

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Report Kaffeina · 304 views · #depressing
Aug
26th
2015

I'm Depressed (Not a cry for help, just a vent) · 6:30am Aug 26th, 2015

I'm depressed. I'm not particularly concerned about it: This doesn't happen very often, It's not a deep depression and I know it will go away, but right now I'm depressed for a few reasons, mostly my inability to care about writing much these days I have hundreds of interesting ideas and zero will to get them onto paper. That's why so many of my stories are stupid random oneshots these days. But just cause I'm depressed doesn't mean you should be. Go give someone a hug for me, please.

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Nov
17th
2015

Feeling Depressed · 2:00am Nov 17th, 2015

I am feeling sad today. So last Friday I went on a tour and had my first interview at UPS. They told me I needed to call them today between 10:00-10:30 in the morning to schedule a second interview.

Today I called them at 10:00 and was told that I should call back between 2:00-2:30. The clock hits 2:00 and I call them... but no one picks up. I call a total of 5 times within that time and the phone just rang... and no one picked up.:fluttershysad:

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Report Robipony · 326 views · #Depressed
Oct
8th
2015

Just...Things happened · 7:20pm Oct 8th, 2015

I don't know... how but in one day I'm depressed. Half of them I can't say any way. But my dog died, grandma died, I need a break from this guy's, best friend died. All in the span of a few days. I'm taking a break from it all...

Good song too. Need to take a break... see ya people. *Walks into sunset*

Feb
17th
2016

Low · 5:20pm Feb 17th, 2016

Having one of those days...

Nov
21st
2016

Do you ever just kind of want to die? · 2:00am Nov 21st, 2016

I don't think I've wanted to be alive for a few days now. Or weeks. I don't know...

No, I won't do anything drastic. But maybe I'll be admitted somewhere.

I just need to get away from everything.

I should just take my meds and shut up with the attention whoring. :ajsleepy: I'm just so sick of trying to act like I'm okay though. I can't.

Report Sleepy Panda · 466 views · #depression
Jun
15th
2016

I am · 12:32pm Jun 15th, 2016

I am

the tool
the last choice
the backbone of everyone
the depressed freak
the attention seeker
the selfish monster
the sick psycho
the feminine boy
the scrawny nerd
the end of the line
the easy target
the joy sucker
the dead end
the hopeless fool
the abandoned freak
the lost man

the me

sorry for being sad all the time, I just need help *sniffles*

Report CL4P-TP · 356 views · #depressed
Sep
26th
2017

Depression · 5:06pm Sep 26th, 2017

none of uoy did anything wrong. My problems are entirely caused by my off-line life. I may elaborate when I feel better. I am sorry I am avoiding you all, but I can't right now. sorry. I may pop up from time to time, but intill I work through this, I probably won't respond. It may take me som time. I really am sorry I am this way.

[color=FF0000]None of you did anything wrong.

Report Altithorni · 301 views · #depression
Aug
4th
2022

I still exist. · 3:59am Aug 4th, 2022

Today, which is August 3rd for the benefit of those of you in markedly different time zones from me, is my birthday, so it seems like a good day to point out that I'm not dead yet.

To answer the perennial question: none of my stories have been cancelled and I do still intend to finish all of them. Intentions don't count for all that much, though, especially when my depression has been as bad as it's been.

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Report chris the cynic · 223 views · #depression
Mar
13th
2019

Feeling Depressed · 11:40pm Mar 13th, 2019

I’m just sad of FiM is coming to an end, and the same time I’m feeling a bit upset of the briny fandom is dying. I don’t want the fandom to fade, but to continue to coexist. I want every brony know that they’re not the only one as I am. And I never felt that upset of this in my life, and I hope G5 MLP will be decent.

Report Patriot Pony · 249 views · #Depression
Aug
24th
2016

Depression · 1:22pm Aug 24th, 2016

It's putting food in your mouth, but not having the energy to chew it.

It's watching cars pass by, wondering what would happened if you just ran in front of one.

It's being surrounded by people, but bearing the weight of a crushing loneliness.

Anyone want to talk? I just need a friend go talk to.

There's nothing wrong, I'm just... sad.

Report Sleepy Panda · 394 views · #Depression
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