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Sleepy Panda


Some people are morning birds, other people are night owls. Me? I'm some sort of permanently exhausted pigeon.

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  • 184 weeks
    Commissions open again

    My car has officially kicked the bucket and said no more. I kinda saw it coming but was not smart enough to stop buying burritos so I could actually afford a car so uh suddenly I need a lot of money. So I'm doing whatever I can. I can do humans and ponies.

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  • 189 weeks
    Autumn feels

    Already posted this in Art for Fanfiction but I want to post here too.

    I don't know about you guys but I'm starting to feel like it's autumn again.

    I was in the mood so I decided to redraw something I drew when I was younger that I was proud of at the time.

    2016:

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    Check-in

    How's everyone doing during this pandemic?

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  • 216 weeks
    My wish came true


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  • 227 weeks
    Merry Christmas Y'all

    I failed to do Christmas art this year so have some old recycled art:

    Like, really old. I was 14 when I drew that. I'm 19 now. You do the math. I have apparently not drawn any Christmas art since then with the exceptions of art of other people's OCs, which is weird to post.

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Aug
24th
2016

Depression · 1:22pm Aug 24th, 2016

It's putting food in your mouth, but not having the energy to chew it.

It's watching cars pass by, wondering what would happened if you just ran in front of one.

It's being surrounded by people, but bearing the weight of a crushing loneliness.

Anyone want to talk? I just need a friend go talk to.

There's nothing wrong, I'm just... sad.

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Comments ( 31 )

I'm here too. Whatcha wanna talk about?

4168748 Not Pokémon, or whatever that game is that you kept making me listen to the soundtrack of.


4168747 Hey there.

I can talk if you want

4168757 How's it going? How come your sad?

4168757 Xenoblade, it was.

Didn't plan on it. Your choice of topic. I'm currently on skype.

4168760 No reason. Funny thing about depression. It just makes you sad even when there's every reason in the world to be happy.

4168758 Alright, I'd appreciate that. I'll PM you.

4168761

Yeah, let's talk there. Easier for me.

4168762 I know how that is...

4168773 *hugs* You need a hug.

Comment posted by Scootaloo96 deleted Aug 24th, 2016

4168781 You're helpful. What, want to blame it on him again?

Comment posted by Scootaloo96 deleted Aug 24th, 2016

4168786 How am I supposed to know?! Don't make fun of me like that.

Blocked. I don't want to think about you right now.

Yeah, used to deal with the exact same thing and it was horrible. If you need to talk I'm here as well. Wouldn't want anyone thinking the same way I did during that time

I know what that is like... I have depression, anxiety and OCD and the weight sometimes crushes me and makes me sick to the point where I can't go to school
if you want to talk, I'm here.

I've been where you are. I'm sorry that I don't have more than words to offer. And frankly, I'm not too good with those, so I doubt you want to hear me rambling my condolences.

I'm not good at expressing, but even though it's not much, I do care. I hope you know that.

I'm here to talk whenever you want. :twilightsmile:

4169145 Mm, that would be nice. I've always wanted to get to know you better, too. :derpytongue2:

If you need someone to talk to, I'm here, too. I know how it feels.

4169313 Yeah, I'll definitely keep you in mind.

Depression: anger without the attitude.

So, who's been ticking you off either for a while or for a long time?

4169526 It's more of a sadness, and it's pysiologically based. My brain doesn't produce enough of the chemicals that allow happiness.

4169529

Oh, okay. So, is there a medical remedy for that or, maybe, you could just get into the habit of drinking a lot of coffee? (Like I did?)

Hey, it worked for me! I could work for you.

And, very nice to see you back! Welcome back!

Now... Here's a little something that just might make you smile!

4169541

I have medication for it but it doesn't alwways work.

And thank you; it's very good to be back. :twilightsmile:

4169545

Oh, yeah, I know that feel! Been there, lost the tee shirt. DepMeds can be a tricky thing which is why I prefer coffee over prescriptions. Besides, you can't have cookies with xanax! :trollestia:

You're welcome and I'm samefagging just in case you didn't see the edit I did on my last post.

This just might make you smile.

when i was but a wee little boy, i used to stare at cars coming by

not because i wanted to jump in front of one, but because i sometimes lock myself outside the apartment/house and end up sitting next to the door till my mom/grandma gets home

i'd always get excited at cars that looked like my moms, only to get disappointed most of the time

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