1998 to 2015.

17 years of life.

Huh......Mobile school, home school, bullied, made fun of, failed a lot, got slapped and kicked by dad a few times, had friends....who weren't really friends, became all alone when home school, stuck with dad, stayed his babysitter and doing everything for him essentailly, I never got to live as a kid.

My dad went through cancer, and lived at a hospital.

For about almost 2 years.

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I'm thinking of writing this story. A story about two ponies who know each other for… well… such a short time really… not even a couple of months. They have a lot in common, and are growing closer every day. Despite the circumstances that should keep them apart, they start to fall in… no, it would be too soon to call it "love"… but to our protagonist it feels like it's going in that direction.

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I got banned from the Sunset Shimmer group for posting a story of Sunset torturing the Dazzlings for her own pleasure. It was my favorite group on the site. I might as well delete The Human Dazzle-pede for terrorizing so many readers.

I might as well stop making stories completely, I had some good ones that would've made me famous but never made it to being official published. I think the Human Dazzle-pede 2: Adventures of Sunset and the Love Train is cancelled.

This week....

Wow

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This blog has just one purpose. At 10:05 this morning, we made the decision to put Roslin, by Best furry Friend of nine years, to sleep forever. Her appetite seemed to return yesterday, but she began vomiting early this morning, and her breathing was labored. She could barely stand.

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So. Probably about two years ago, I drew cover art for a user on this site. I redrew this cover three times until this user was satisfied. He used it on his story and gave me credit and I was satisfied.

A couple days ago, I stumbled on that story to find that my cover had been replaced with someone else's.

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...in its cold fingers, because an icon of FimFiction, MythrilMoth, has passed away. May he Rest In Peace forever.

So, because my finances suck I decided to apply for disability income since I qualify and I honestly can't seem to succeed on my own. So I dug out my old phycology evaluation and read it to be able to correctly fill out the paperwork. I'm less sane than I recall apparently.

Feeling crummy as a result from this, and I wanted to write today... Can we post some ponies here? Something cute to perk me up?

https://www.facebook.com/adamwest/?pnref=story

I just watched "A Perfect Pear" and I'm still crying... It's officially my favorite episode from the entire series.

Hell, has anypony watched Remembrance bt Argodaemon?
If you haven't, you must. It will hit you in the feels so hard... It just... I have no words to describe it.......

Here's the link to the video.
Remembrance by Argodaemon

But I'll just tell you, I'm half brony, half no-brony, its complicated, because some times, I love ponies, but other times, I feel different emotions towards them and the fandom... not bad ones, but not good ones either...

But the power of the herd keeps me in, it doesn't releases me, so I think I'll be in this strange limbo, between being brony and not being brony...

forever.

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And it did come for a friend.
May they forever rest in peace.

I'm being treated unfair...
I hate it when my sisster is treated like royalty and I am being treated like i dont exist or something
I really just wanna shout "I AM A PERSON TOO"
My parents always say "So Makayla do you wanna go somewhere as a family?" and never "Mistie do you wanna go somewhere as a family?" (Surprise surprise I am Mistie)

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Outlaw country star Merle Haggard has died today from complications from pneumonia. It was his 79th birthday today.

Have you ever felt like everything in the world was against you at once? Like the gods themselves conspired against you? Recently, my aunt and Grandfather passed away, both barely recognizable when I saw them before the final moment. My mother, who was a recovering alcoholic, has fallen into her old habits, as well as some new drug related ones if the foreclosed house she lived in is any indication. The only way I hear about her now is through businesses calling about debt collection, which I

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But when I do it's probably for something stupid. Down to business as they say question is it just me or does it feel like the site is dying? back when I first made my account and some of the the earlier years I could reload the main page every 2 minutes and there be a handful of new stuff. nowadays it can go whole days with only a small group of updates not including the fact I feel a lot of authors have just vanished and a lot of good stories just stop updating it sucks really bad.Plus I'd

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Hi, everyone as you read on the title i, atleast, have mild depression and i kind of been off, i have gone sleep at 11 at night, and wake up at 5 or 6 in the moring, i can't go back to sleep, i been acting as if everything was fine and all, but my family don't know and I'm scared of their reaction, they don't even know I like MLP, sometimes tho I'm really happy, and such, but they are not as common as they were, I'm getting older and things are getting harder, I'm forgetting to do things i need

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So many of you have seen the new episode "the times they are a changeling" and it's quirky changeling guest star "Thorax" while I find it exciting that a villainous character has gotten a return front the past I am disappointed not in his portrayal but because his existence has caused the destruction of my own personal OC (my ponysona so to speak)

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Wow... now im depressed and sad and stuff like that