Because what you needed today was a story about depression, right?
Hah. Hahaha. Haha. Hah.
...it's really not that funny at all. But that's okay. Right?
...right?
Enjoy.
-Pencil
For a long time now I've been fighting with one problem. This problem affects all artists at some point, and, to a lesser degree, everyone else. Getting started.
Being lazy sucks. You never feel like doing anything and then later you feel like crap because you haven't done anything. I'm there all the time. I hate the solution because it's so simple and yet, even for as simple as it is, I refuse to acknowledge it or do anything about it.
Okay, so apparently the ECT doctor is still conferring with the doctor who installed my neurostim implant so it will be safe to proceed. That means no zap today.
In all likelihood the zap will be Wednesday morning. I'll post about it after it happens.
EDIT: Zomg they're still not sure about doing it with the implant in place and now they have to talk to the manufacturer! Earliest will be Friday and even then I don't know. 
Happy pony holiday because EVERYTHING MUST BE PONI 
Dammit, Hasbro. Your ships are all wrong!
(Well, except RainbowPie. Pink goes with everything.)
Another general "dear diary" type post. Page break to spare the feeds of those uninterested. Mostly ruminations on life, family, and the healing nature of writing. Also, some project updates here and there. And potentially video game talk. I like video games.
Happy (late) New Year, everyone! How has this year been treating you? So far, for me, it's been terribly cold >_< And why is that strange man still in office???
And look at this adorable picture
All right, I guess it is about time I get a bit of info out here.
As you may have noticed, it's gone quiet around here, which is for several reasons. Yes, by now I have to admit, I'm a bit burned out on A Silver Summer, yet I still have all the ideas in my head and am looking to one day conclude it. Also, my creative attention has shifted drastically to Zootopia over the past year, which is important for reasons explained below.
I had to pull out of the Sparity contest, sadly. Lots of info follows.
I'm not losing my mind at all!
First, our largest party of the year 
is January 12th. Here's a link to details.
As for me?
Hay everypony! Hopefully, you'll see new horse words from me soon. 
Hubby Jewel (a.k.a. whitekitten/Tala Tearjerker) laughed so hard we had to pause the recording.
IN WHICH I TINKER WITH WORDS
Before I begin anything, though, Laura Brehm dropped another song. Enjoy! I know I do.
Now, onto news… past the break.
IN WHICH I CAN BARELY FUNCTION
It's the middle of the night, two days before Christmas. Have some more Vince Guaraldi.
This song is the perfect blend of happy lyrics (but this is the instrumental) and melancholy melody befitting the holiday.
Over the past like 4 years, I've had to deal with severe depression and mild to moderate anxiety. I use the diapered stories and diapers to help me cope with these things that make it really hard to function. I hope you can understand, that it hurts a lot and I don't want insults being thrown at my way. You can insult my writing but please don't insult me personally. I also have had to deal with severe ADHD (the inattentive type) my whole life so it affects how often I post updates on stories.
Hello, everypony!
I wanted to make a more serious blog post this time around. Honestly, I have not been thanking the people who have favorited my story, despite it being my first time and common courtesy on this website. I've been really busy and I didn't think of thanking people, but all the favorites and other bookshelves people added my story to has really made me happy and made me inspired to keep going with this story. 
WARNING: The following blog has very frank discussions about mental health, psychiatric medications, the side effects of psychiatric medications, suicide, suicidal ideation, and similar topics.
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