It's been a long time since I sat down and wrote another somewhat-vacuous blog. I have been slowly recovering the past few weeks from a back injury that left me unable to walk, dress, shower, and so forth for a while. I did finally limp my way into a local Critical Care facility - wherein the physician chose to laugh at my description of the pain I was experiencing, make light of me being "old", and then sent me away with a handful of anti-inflammatories. Which of course have done nothing at

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Everything has ground to a halt lately because depression.

I'm going back to intravenous ketamine treatments. Who knows what damage it does to my brain, but it's the only thing that works. Stories and updates will follow once my mood improves.

I'm currently booked solid by life.

Not quite as scary as Flutterrape.

The ketamine treatments and work are draining all my free time. This will change in a couple of weeks, so hold tight!

They did actually go ahead and schedule my last ketamine appointments, so that's good at least. I'll talk to the doctor next week about when I can switch on to medical marijuana.

And now: games.

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There's good news and bad news. Mostly bad news, I'm afraid.

The doctor who had been treating me left his position at the hospital this week, and the doctor who is now in charge of my care is not interested in keeping me sane with ketamine. She's only interested in the research protocol, not in providing the only treatment which has worked for me, so I'm being kicked out of the program entirely.

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I realize that Twilight's Secret Journal has been delayed for quite a while now. I'm hoping that dry streak will end soon.

Totally innocent.

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Hay everypony! Hopefully, you'll see new horse words from me soon.

Hubby Jewel (a.k.a. whitekitten/Tala Tearjerker) laughed so hard we had to pause the recording.

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Stuff's on pause for a bit. Here's why.

I recently heard about an experimental treatment for depression: a series of low-dose ketamine infusions. So I immediately took off work and headed to the nearest clinic (about four hours away), and that's where I'll be all week.

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