Sadness.

My name is Pinkie Pie

I am the fun loving mare that everyone knows and remembers years after meeting me. The party thrower, the crazy animal, the crazy pinkie pony. I want everypony to be happy, no matter how I feel.

and I am here to say

I am no longer able to say anything to others, I have lost my voice to a villain I fought with my friends and I am only able to do hoof signal or write what I want to say, but they don't understand, it isn't the same.

I'm gonna make you smile,

I am unable to make anypony smile anymore, my whole purpose is gone now, and I am nothing if I can't make anypony smile. Everypony feels sorry for me, their smiles are insincere and only to try and make me feel like nothing is wrong, and I don't want that.

and I will brighten up your day!

You cant brighten up someponies day if you have no way to communicate with them.

It doesn't matter now

Everything matters to me these days. I can't stop thinking that if I had done something differently I wouldn't be in any of the situations I have been in.

If you are sad or blue

I am right there with you.

Cause cheering up my friends is just what Pinkie's here to do!

I can't do it anymore. I wish I could, but I can't.

Cause I love to make you smile, smile, smile!
It fills my heart with sunshine all the while, Yes it does.
Cause all I really need is a smile, smile, smile,
From these happy friends of mine!

I need more then a smile to make me feel better now. I am way past smiles.

I like to see you grin,
I love to see you beam

I wish that you would just stop trying to make me feel better about my situation.

The corners of your mouth turned up,
Is always Pinkie's dream.

Pinkie's dream is something different now, Pinkie’s dream is to be able to not feel pity and to be able to talk again. Pinkie doesn't want to see smiles anymore.

But if you're kind of worried,
And your face has made a frown,

Come and join me, I need somepony who understands how I feel, please.

I'll work real hard and do my best,
To turn that sad frown upside-down!

Yet I am unable to do that to myself. Everypony is unable to do that lately.

Cause I love to make you grin, grin, grin! Yes I do

I never knew how repetitive some of my songs were. Its amazing how when you're quiet with nothing but your mind to keep you company, you start to understand what you never did before.

Busting out from ear to ear,
Let it begin!

Please let it stop.

Just give me a joyful grin, grin, grin!
And you fill me with good cheer!

All I want is a smile that isn't full of sadness and pity aimed at me. Just stop please. I don’t want you to pity me, make it stop and give me an actual joyful smile like I was once used to.

It's true, some days are dark and lonely.

My days are nothing but dark and lonely now. I don’t have my voice to comfort me anymore when I am scared, all I have is my mind.

And maybe you feel sad,
But Pinkie will be there to show you that it isn't that bad.

Please, just leave me alone. I am so sorry, I can't do it anymore. You want to hear me sing, you want to see me smile, but I can’t do it anymore, I just can’t

There's one thing that makes me happy,
And makes my whole life worthwhile!

My life is nothing but a shell anymore, there is nothing worthwhile anymore for a pony who can’t do their special talent without their own voice.

And that's when I talk to my friends and get them to smile!

I even said it in my own song, I can only make them smile if I can talk, I can’t make them smile anything but sympathy at me whenever they see me.

I really am so happy,
Your smile fills me with glee!
I give a smile, I get a smile,
And that's so special to me.

I am not happy anymore, I have lost everything
your smile is not real, you are really sad
your smile is nothing but sympathy
There is nothing special about a smile to me anymore.

Cause I love to see you beam, beam, beam! Yes I do.

Tell me, what more can I say to make you see? That I do.

Why does this have to be the song that is sung, can't it be any other song besides this one. Please make it stop, I can't take it anymore.

It makes me happy when you beam, beam, beam.
Yes it always makes my day!

Why can’t you understand me anymore, all I want is peace. You have something that makes me sad, you have the ability to continue singing as you smile sympathetically at me.

Come on, everypony, smile, smile, smile.
Fill my heart up with sunshine, sunshine.

My heart is sad and dark, I have no room for sunshine anymore when a smile hurts like a kick to the flank.

All I really need is a smile, smile, smile,
From these happy friends of mine!
From these happy friends of mine!
From these happy friends of mine!

The smiles my friends give me now hurt much more then anything I ever thought possible. I don’t need a smile anymore, I need what I lost back. I need my life back.

It's a perfect gift for me,
Is a smile as wide as a mile!

A perfect gift would be my ability to talk back, I would be able to do what I loved again.

To make me happy as can be!

Make me happy as can be...

Smile, smile, smile, smile, smile!

Please stop, please just stop now, it isn’t helping!

Come on and smile!
Come on and smile!!

No no no no no no no no no no no! I can’t smile. I lost everything I ever had by losing my voice. I lost my friends happiness because all they do is show me sympathy, I lost being able to make friends because I am unable to talk to them and nopony understands hoof language and they aren't patient enough to wait for me to write a response. I lost the ability to use my special talent because throwing parties involves me speaking. I lost everything and a song can’t help me feel any better about being mute! Just leave me alone, just leave me alone please...

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