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Originally posted in the 'Anon in Equestria' threads on /mlp/, Honesty Lost follows the story of a human, Anonymous, who, after entering into a long-term relationship with Applejack, finds himself confronting uncertainty, guilt, and depression when she suddenly falls ill.

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will read later...

LATER: Fuck You And Your amazingly talented masterpiece of writing, this became so hard to read. And there is a knot in my throat and my chest and my F*cking eyes are portals for rivers and...... This is a story I will never forget.

So beautiful...I'm not gonna cry...I'm not gonna cry...I'm not gonna...:fluttercry:
Oh, buck it, you get 5 sadpinkies for writing such a beautiful lament. :pinkiesad2::pinkiesad2::pinkiesad2::pinkiesad2::pinkiesad2:

So many tears... I mean I cry so much I even upsetted my own guts

Glad to see you posted it up!

Here's hoping it gets front-page featured! :rainbowkiss:


Looks like it's getting pretty decent reception so far. I'm glad people are enjoying.

beautiful story... i listened to this while reading... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0kGAz6HYM8&feature=autoplay&list=PL46ABC4C18F4B71A8&playnext=3 now exsuse me i need to get some tissues.... to many tears
due to making me shed tears i award u..... infinite out of 10

:raritycry: :raritydespair: :fluttershbad: This is the first time that I have actually cried at a fanfic, not just tears, but bawled. So SAD!

best story ever its sad but also life changing:fluttercry:

Really glad to see so many positive responses to my story.
You guys are great. Seriously.

you have unlocked the achievement of making me shed manly tears at this :fluttercry:

A truley beautiful story, i loved every second i spent reading it.

*All Posts Lead to this being a very sad story*



*Read a bit of it anyway*

WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!?! :fluttercry:

This reminds me a lot of the fiction 'My Little Pony - Hospice', but much shorter and features Applejack instead. Good show. :moustache:

Contests. Your story was the first one I have ever read to make me who is considered by everyone I know and quite a few doctors to be almost completely emotionless to actually break down in tears. You my friend deserve mad props.

*My thoughts when I found this fic while browsing*?Hmm... Name of fic is "Honesty Lost". It's tags include both sad and tragedy... THERE'S NO WAY ANYTHING BAD IS GONNA HAPPEN! CHARGE! *reads*

:applecry: OH GOD WHY?

*favorites and thumbs up*

To this day, this story was the one that tore my insides the most. When I think about it, I can still feel it.....dude; MLD can't hold a candle up to this. This is on my top 5 list of favorite fics, and emotionally wise- this is #1. This deserves so much more. Thank you so much for writing this.



Oh sweet jebus this was amazing, one of the best sad stories to date.
Deserves so much more attention, well written sir!
My insides are now a mess...
:ajsmug: :heart:

The feels...

DEAR GOD, THE FEELS! :fluttercry: :raritycry:

I made an account just so I could comment. Wow. Just, wow.
This is just so beautifully tragic. I just about cried my eyes out. You have a great talent here, I hope you keep up the good work.

I read the first part when it was originally posted, but I have only just got the courage to read the second and epilogue.

This story really pulled at my heartstrings... I wish we still had a rating system instead of the naff thumb system. This easily deserves 5 stars.

after reading this story and listen to It's hard to say goodbye , I actually cry like a man.


How come all tragic stories with applejack take the sadness to an extreme?

fuck fuck fuck fuck....im depressed now :fluttercry:

OMG i cried several times reading this. i honestly highly admire your work on this story. i like tragedy but i hate it at the same time because i always know im going to have my feeling wrecked by the end of it. you did a good job on this story i couldn't stop reading it, i had to take pauses to wipe away the tears from my eyes since anon's way of narrating his pain and struggle was so accurate for those who have lost someone dear to them much more their special soul mate. i believe how you ended it was purely a work of art. it was bittersweet to say the least. i don;t think i could have handled living like anon did and i thank you for making him such a humane and strong character. i kept thinking he would end his life but im glad you surprised me with such a pleasant ending. anyways i would like to thank you for making such a moving story and hope you share your talents with many more people.v:fluttercry:

thanks you so much. :ajsleepy:

Holy fuck, bro. That shit was... Wow. Really good. Sad, but really well done.

The fact that this story is not more popular is a travesty, really. Just, GAH. This is the story that made me appreciate sad and tragedy as genres.

Beautiful...just amazingly beautiful!:heart:

i don't what to say, it's really good writing but it's extremely sad.... :applecry:


That story was one of the best I have ever read, and I actually cried. I rarely ever cry even if its a funeral i'm at! :fluttercry:

In my opinion, this music score fits the story perfectly.

I'm overwhelmed.

This... is one of the most emotional, tragic, haunting, and beautiful things I've ever experienced in my life.

The helplessness of watching a loved one struggle and the unbearable pain of their passing, the punishing guilt and regret of words left unsaid and things left undone, the desperate search for closure and peace, and the will to finally open up and truly live again... I felt every single one of these emotions reading this story.

I feel no shame - rather, I am proud - when I say that I wept while reading this.

Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful story with all of us. I was touched at a level I never thought a written story could reach and for that, I am eternally grateful to you.

I will never forget this story and the meaning it holds. Thank you.

Bless you.

This was just...utterly beautiful. You conveyed love and loss so perfectly that I was driven to tears. This whole story would take anyone on a journey through the life of a regular human, coping with not only the loss of his previous life and acceptance of his new one, but also struggling to cope and comprehend the loss of a loved one. This story really hit me at the end.To think that even in the end, he not only saved a pony from her old life and gave her a second chance to begin anew. He was also able to keep his promise to his love. This story was amazing from beginning to end, and I hope you take good pride that you have the talent to be able to convey such emotions from each character that even the reader can feel them. My hat's off to you

*clap clap clap*

Oh god, I'm depressed now.

I am very much down and filled with so much sorrow. Tears are still coming out as I write this, It's just too sad. Mistakes were made that can never be corrected, only forgiven. It is very sobering. This was well written and I give this my David Crespo stamp of approval.

A narration of Act 1.

A narration of Act 2.

This story is unnervingly realistic. I myself have experienced similar things. Life is such a remarkable journey, and it can be changed so very greatly by tragedy. As someone who knows the pain of loss, thank you for writing this. You've successfully conveyed emotions that I've been struggling to comprehend for years now.

This makes my heart hurt.

All the time constantly, I shed these tears and i,
do it again and again. SO PERFECT... IT WAS LIKE A DIARY!

I had to stop ten times to cry and it's hard to make me cry

Dammit all to hell!!!!

That was beautiful but I need a pick me up!!

GOOD LORD!!!!! I had to stop like 20 times to cry there were so much feels.

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