Well, as anyone who's been following for the past few months knows that at least two months by my count a cat knocked part of my family's computer (The tower specifically) of it's table rending the computer useless until someone takes a look at it.
Well, as anyone who's been following for the past few months knows that at least two months by my count a cat knocked part of my family's computer (The tower specifically) of it's table rending the computer useless until someone takes a look at it.
Okay! I get it! Some of you don't like how I ended Brains and Brawlers
I hate this year. And not for the most obvious reasons. Anyone who has been keeping track of my activity on this site probably remembers my choice words for 2018, which I still hold up as the worst year of my life. But if 2020 does not outright dethrone that year, then 2020 is at the very least the most miserable year of my life thus far. And the COVID-19 pandemic isn’t even a significant factor in it.
I...had a nightmare a week ago, a pretty disturbing one.
I haven't watched a zombie film in a very long time, the last one being Shaun of The Dead, a favourite of mine that I haven't seen since a few months. The dream I'm about to tell you about freaked me out, and I'm pretty freaked about it right now as I write this. As a matter of fact, this is a topic I'm scared about all together as a whole, a fear. Makes sense it's illustrated through my nightmares, doesn't it?
I...normally don't do these kinds of things. I usually think they're not something worth my time. As in, at all. I know many others have made blogs responding to this individual in the past, but I feel like it's time I addressed this. Also, spoilers for the latest Death battle, so here it is if you haven't seen it.
Hi. Been a bit since you heard from me, hasn’t it? I imagine you’ve been wondering if I’m doing alright, or what I’ve been working on. Have I been writing? I’m trying to. Below, I go into personal matters. If you want to stop here, you can. I won’t fault you none.
Have I been doing ok? Yes and no.
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So, this story, this story right here.
Oh god this story is kinda stressful. One, I look up so many things. I ask questions on Quora and bother knowledgeable people all the time trying to be as accurate as you can be when you involve a magical world of magical creatures.
Warning, I get a little emotional here. Kind of, yeah, a vent piece, some of which I might incorporate into my next stories, but, I’m in a mood, and not sure what better/else to do (that I feel like it)
Ok—
This one will get a little morbid.
Be warned, this talks about cannibalism and child endangerment in a school argumentative essay.
If you didn't know, I have a grandmother who recently beat a very rare case of cancer. She was strong, we prayed for a miracle and she survived. We thought everything would be fine from then on, but just recently, about a few days ago, she started feeling very sick. And it's important for a cancer survivor NOT to feel sick after treatment like chemo and all that. So this past Sunday, she's having breathing problems and finally my aunt takes her to the hospital.
Not many things in general life do faze me, and if they can or if they do, it has to hit a nerve with me or have a significant relevance to me or somebody I know, i.e, family.
The other day, I was in a chat with a good friend of mine. She's a big fan of the Equestria Girls, particularly of Rainbow Rocks because of its presentation of Sunset Shimmer's redemption, and because of the Sirens. However, when I lamented in-chat that Sunset Shimmer would be an Equestria Girls-exclusive character, and then she commented that she prefers it that way... that's when the dam broke.
Sunset Shimmer is best human-shaped pony
This week has been... Well, overwhelming. Not in the way last week was, but more... like with some life stuff.
For starters, my Mom struggling with her technology was a big thing. I'm trying to give her support because she's teaching from home, but I had to do a lot of her work for her and getting told that I wasn't doing it fast enough or not doing it right multiple times by my dad (who was observing and has no clue what her work entails technology wise), was incredibly frustrating.
"I just got off the phone with your family therapist, and I hadn't realized how many issues your family had."
"That's normal, though, right? You look under the hood of any family, and you'll find problems."
"Well that's... true, but when I look under the hood of your family, I find squirrels."
-Conversation I recently had with my therapist.
All The Things Wrong With Me:
Writing... what is writing to you?
To me... its partially a way to vent, partially a way to live out things I wish I could go through. And by things I mean the more... Slice of Life works of mine, as in the ones I have yet to post... or whatever I have posted in small quantities. I enjoy it a lot, to the point that I'm pretty sure I'm still gonna be writing fanfiction until I'm old and grey, and still looking good as fuck because... logic.
So… where to begin, the title alone might be some minor cause for concern… but allow me to explain, let’s start at the beginning of my fimfic career/hobby, shall we?
Nothing to do with EWM at this time, sorry. Though I have officially begun writing it. Not far in yet though. Be patient.
Anyways, I'm...kind of here to rant a little about something.
Am I the only one who is extremely creeped out by the popularity of non-con, parental/sibling incest, and underage sex that seems to always show up in the front page recommended? Like, why would you recommend this stuff? Most of it is morally wrong, but underage sex is illegal even to write.