Although this depends on how long it takes for me to sow my heart back together, the next chapter might be delayed.

Yeah... I got dumped.

I'd go into more detail, but I doubt any of you'd care to listen.

Things ain't lookin' too good at the moment.

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I had an honestly strange morning today. I woke up feeling like utter crap. Not the sick kind, but the depressed kind. Considering how my day went yesterday, that didn't really surprise me. Anyways, I woke up at about 4:50, and lay in bed just staring at my clock until around 6:40. Got up and loaded up my computer and put on my headphones. I was hoping some music would help, and Black Gryph0n usually lifted my mood.

That didn't really help.

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Warning, I get a little emotional here. Kind of, yeah, a vent piece, some of which I might incorporate into my next stories, but, I’m in a mood, and not sure what better/else to do (that I feel like it)

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Wasn't expecting to post here again, but I almost offed myself last weekend, and I found some inspiration for an invader zim fic. It's here if you're interested.

Life Beyond Reason

"LIKE YOUR FATHER, YOU WILL GO THROUGH LIFE MAKING MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE, HOLDING ON TO THINGS THAT DON'T EXIST! MAYBE YOU JUST HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF FROM HURT! RUN AWAY BECAUSE IT WORKS! NO MORE SAND BETWEEN OUR TOES! NO MORE OCEANS - ONLY THE LONELIEST OF CITYSCAPES AND SOLITUDES FOR YOU TO ROT AWAY!"

.....is to always be 100% honest with their followers. And the truth is, I got struck with a heavy fit of depression that crippled me for the most part during the last five days. That is why the final chapter of "Aegis" still isn't there and why there wasn't the promised writing report yesterday.

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In today's fast-paced world, prioritizing our mental and physical well-being is essential for leading a fulfilling life. At the heart of this pursuit lies the HWS Wellness Center, a sanctuary dedicated to promoting holistic wellness for all members of the community. In this blog post, we delve into the various facets of the HWS Wellness Center and how it serves as a beacon of health and vitality.

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Nothing too bad, thankfully. Just the usual. I'm not wasting too much breath or thoughts now that I finally left it behind me but, to answer the questions you will have, it's a horrible thing for your depressed mind when you start feeling good, have a plan, a small catastrophe threatens that plan and throws you right into the next depressed fit that incapacitates you for another week.

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22 Days left before a reindeer shits on your roof

(Sorry for being late on this guys...it's..been a bit tough for me lately..and I'm not talking about the episodes...more or less why I'm late on these past two advent calendar things is because I got into trouble with some people...I don't really want to talk about it though, just know that's the reason why I'm late to the party...)

For those who have noticed my absence, I will explain myself to you and will answer any questions about the OCA contest as of where it stands and what not.
To start off, the contest is still going on. Part two will be posted eventually. However, I've been meaning to tell you guys this for a while since my audience plays a huge role in my career as a writer.

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So, I'm back. No memory loss, not much tiredness, nothing notable (apart from a little emotional breakdown afterwards while still struggling to breathe again post-procedure). It was simpler than going to the dentist, truth be told. If it's this easy I might not need to take as much time off work as I'd been planning.

Oh, one more thing. I woke up in the middle of the procedure.

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So, I've had my laptop longer than I can remember. It's pretty damned old as far as computers go. It's nearing the end of it's life, and I'm really trying to keep it working. But honestly, it seems like it's got more problems each day.

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I am in such a bad mood right now, I missed the chance to see the Pokémon Symphonic Evolutions concert in my area, and realized today that I missed it yesterday!

Because I do not want to be bothered at the moment (Because this bad mood will last for quite a while), I am temporarily labeling all my posted stories as Cancelled.

I'll get back and undo it, only when my bad mood has lifted…

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So I've been unemployed for a bunch of months now. You'd think this would give me lots of time to watch MLP and write fics.

You would be wrong. It gives me lots of time for job-hunting, and being incredibly depressed . At least the post-election panic attacks about Nazis have gone down, since they turned out to be incredibly incompetent .

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Well I have thought long and hard about this. The verdict is that I shall continue writing. Now I hardly have time to write at all right now with all that is going on. So chapters will most likely be posted randomly through the next couple of weeks/months if not it just means i'm still really busy. Now for the health update. My dads health has... as best I can describe it is at a slow controlled decline, but it will most likely take a sharp decline in the future so say the doctors who said he

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So the RCL did its Bronycon thing, and we somehow ended up with a consensus that Monochromatic wrote the best story in the fandom, that my husband (we can all dream) Aragon placed, and I got an honourable mention. I also did very well in the online polling for submissions.

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Watching some movies, trying to get back to the roots of what makes me want to write. You will observe that most of them are dark, gritty, 80s cartoons about animals and mythical creatures. Imagine that.

Rock and Rule, possibly best soundtrack in a cartoon ever.

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I've been a bit absent from the writing world for a while now. Mostly, it's because I just don't really feel the urge to write. Compounded with my new job, it's not really been on my mind for the most part. That doesn't mean, however, that I'm quitting. I know what's happening. It happens a lot to me. I get really into something for a while, maybe even get really good at it, but eventually my desires just shift off of it, and I find myself having to fight to actually do it. It's not boredom,

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The latest, exciting chapter for A Journey Beyond Sanity has been published. I know you, I walked with you once upon a... Enjoy!

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