Still Fighting · 1:55am Mar 21st, 2019
Things ain't lookin' too good at the moment.
Depression has me pretty bad this time. I'm still fighting like hell, but I dunno how this will play out in the near future. I've switched to ketamine twice weekly until I see results, but I'm still not seeing any. The Tourette Syndrome is still really strong (I uncontrollably say and shout loud, terrible things to myself all day long, which is fortunately suppressed when I know I might be overheard but I have no control over it). Needless to say, I can't get any writing done until my mood improves.
I can barely function at all, to be honest. I've had tiny successes here and there but they don't amount to much. My goal right now is to survive until the end of the semester so I don't need medical leave before Summer (I don't work Summer), then... figure out something.
I want to plan for BronyCon (hotel room for the big party, possible cosplay, and I want my wares in the bookstore thing) but I can't do any planning like this so I might not get to be in the bookstore thing. Keep your hooves crossed and thanks for the well-wishes.
Come on Trick. We know you can pull through this one. We always will have your back.
Darling. I'm so sorry you must deal with such a horrid illness. I wish I could give you hugs. Really I do. I know I need them when things get rough on my end.
You know you have my best wishes and a big *hug*, Trick! Just know we are all here for you, dear friend.
There's not much for me to say, other than I wish you well.
best wishes D:
Best wishes.
All my best, Trick. I'll be rooting for you.
Oh, dear; I'm sorry you've been having to deal with that. Not much I can do, but good luck.
Wishing you well, Tricky darling, even though we've had differences in the past.
Here's hoping it gets better soon. We're with you as much as we can be.
Depression seems to be a common problem for bronies...
I'm sending you a watrm hug over the net. It's not actual medicine, but I hope it helps a bit.
Hope things get better soon. Best wishes.
Hope things get better soon! Look forward to seeing you at BronyCon!
Keep fighting.
There probably is something philosophical to say about depression. Kierkegaard could probably say something interesting! Although it might be something about god and he himself was depressed for most of his life... Anyway, for what it is worth; you are not alone in your struggle and it is not a strange or unusual condition to suffer from.
I guess the best I can say is to not forget to exercise! Jog, push ups, sit ups, sports, martial arts, lots of sex. Whatever get your serotonin pumping
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*internet hug*
You can pull through! I wish you the best, and I hope everything works out.