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Fluttercheer


Pony Author, Writer of Foal Stories, Storyteller, Equestrian Analyzer and occasional Pony Artist. You can support the stories I tell on Patreon to get nice rewards or tip me on Ko-fi (LINKS BELOW).

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    Thunderstorm Story #4

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  • 5 weeks
    I just had a dream so intense that I need to write it down.....

    Did you ever have a dream that was so intense that you thought it was real and everything you saw actually happened?

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  • 5 weeks
    I just don't understand some people.....

    I was only out to buy some simple things today. I had some change left and I went to a nearby park to give it to a homeless person. I couldn't find one and went back to the train station and mall where I started. A man was standing there in front of the entrance, with heavy luggage, a huge backpack and a big suitcase. He asked me for change and said he has no place to sleep. I was unsure about

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  • 9 weeks
    I miss these glorious Saturdays.....

    I have seen this thread in the Crossover group about saturday morning cartoon openings (that's now deleted) in my feed and it triggered it..... The memory of the Saturdays when a new episode of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic aired. I miss these Saturdays..... Watching a new episode, waiting for an upload, downloading it, rewatching it 3 - 5 times, writing an analytical review of the episode

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  • 9 weeks
    Derpy Day 2024


    Source: https://www.deviantart.com/spicysushidog/art/the-field-826050387


    Are you wondering where the plane flies to? Are you also thinking of someone who is far away?

    Happy Derpy Day, Derpy. :heart: May the muffins be forever in your favour.

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Jul
23rd
2019

I guess one of the things an author who wants to rise to the next level has to learn..... · 1:48pm Jul 23rd, 2019

.....is to always be 100% honest with their followers. And the truth is, I got struck with a heavy fit of depression that crippled me for the most part during the last five days. That is why the final chapter of "Aegis" still isn't there and why there wasn't the promised writing report yesterday.
And I know there aren't many who care about "Aegis" (rightfully so, because I really butchered the quality of this story), but it wouldn't feel right to leave you in the dark about the reasons for the delay.
The good news is that I fixed myself by now. It took me a few days, but then I realized that the pressure of a deadline was too much after that fit on Wednesday. Basically, I just needed to eliminate the pressure for a bit and go at everything a little bit slower, which I effectively did yesterday. And I also realized what caused the fit to begin with, so I'll be able to avoid that in the future.
But this won't affect the return of "A Storm on the Horizon of the Arcane World". There are a couple things that make me vulnerable in a mental way right now, but I will still start writing this story for real this week and the first chapter will come out on August 4th as planned.
I am writing the final chapter of "Aegis" right now and it will come out today and then this story is wrapped up. Apologies for the delay.

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No Problem for me. I hope our Chat helped you.

No problem. Always a joy to see you here.

And the truth is, I got struck with a heavy fit of depression that crippled me for the most part during the last five days.

Man, I'm sorry to hear that. It's wretched when that happens, isn't it? But depression's tricky, and perhaps it's even an opportunity to stop and take stock?

Sadly, I can't solve the problem of yours beyond generic platitudes, firstly because I'm no professional and secondly because it's ultimately not my business anyway. It's personal. It differs from person to person. But I will say I genuinely hope you pull through this and get back in the game. Remember: that game'll be waiting for you to join in when you're ready.

There's a way back, however long it takes and whatever you have to learn as you go to figure it out. Don't stop looking for that way. With luck, you'll find exactly what you need in the fullness of time. Good luck, fluttercheer. :pinkiesmile:

Taking a short break from writing the final chapter. I didn't expect such mass commenting to happen. For once, a surprise that is pleasant.


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It did a little! Helped a bit with releasing pressure and getting me in a more relaxed state that allows me to write.

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You're welcome! Hopefully this was really the last time I had to excuse a delay of a story update.

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Thanks. :twilightsmile: I hope I will live up to expectations.

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But depression's tricky, and perhaps it's even an opportunity to stop and take stock?

Thanks. The main goal right now is to take care of stories that have been sitting around unfinished in public for way too long. After today's update, there will be one unfinished multi-chapter fic less.

It's personal. It differs from person to person.

Indeed. The problem that causes this depression is one I need to fix myself and that I can fix only myself.

Don't stop looking for that way.

I'm still on this way. Never left it. It's just a splintered hoof that makes trotting down the path a bit slower right now. The pace will increase a little bit again today while the day progresses.

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Glad to hear it. Looking forward to hear from you:twilightsmile:

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