This is on hiatus because I might add onto the story as time goes on. Ratted teen for self harm, suicidal thoughts/actions and detail of blood.
Script Singer is tired of life. So she has a chat with her demon as she reminds herself she has enough reasons to die.
I wrote this story because, lately I feel like everybody's against me. I don't care if people hate me or not, but it's been hurting me in some way. I felt like I could never let myself get over some things that have happened lately, and I don't know if I will, but I won't let it bother me too much...
I wrote this story to show that you shouldn't judge others, unless you know them. People have made fun of me because of my disability and my other personal struggles because they don't understand what it's like. They don't know me. They don't understand the things I do or say, because they won't give a chance to know why or get to know me. I've lost a few friends the past few months because of this, and it tears me apart and I can't help but blame myself... I don't like sounding like a mean person or a drama queen but people have given me that label so much lately, that who knows... maybe it's true... but I still refuse to accept that, and I'm trying to fix things, but you can't fix what's broken, unless they let you... so please, be kind to others, even if they sound like someone you shouldn't. Words can hurt in many ways, and can cause more harm than you intend...
This is depressing... Good job.
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...that's.... kinda the point....
You really need to ask for help. We are here for you and your family is here for you. This is not good for you. Please I’m asking you this as a friend, ASK FOR HELP!!!
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I have... nothing helps...
I'm sorry, I wish I could do more to help
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...not your fault...
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Then what you need to do is go to therapy. I heard that really helps out for people like you with depression.
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I have...for a year...it's not working
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Then pray to Heavenly Father everyday and every night. And then talk to your friends and family about this. He will help you. I know he will. He always does.
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....yeah, sure....
My daughter, peace be unto thy soul. Thine adversity and thy afflictions shall be but a small moment. And then, if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high; thou shalt triumph over all thy foes. Thy friends do stand by thee, and they shall hail thee again with warm hearts and friendly hands.
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And one more thing..... please text me for help. I would like to help you.
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....it's hard for me to messege through fimfic, my phone won't email me when I have messeges
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?
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Look at D&C 121. It's verses 7-9.
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Aah wasn't sure if it was a quote from someone, thanks
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Then email me on deviantart.
https://www.deviantart.com/stingergirl
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The scriptures should be your first resource for hopelessness. God gave them for a reason.
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...sure...
For those who are reading this, the author is going through emotionally trying times. Things aren't looking good for her and we need help. As someone who knows her (albeit online), one of my friends has set up a Discord server where we can reach out to her to help her out any way we can. Come check it out. She needs all the help she can get.
9607805 Still though...
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....I'm sorry...
9607902 Don't be, I want to help, I just don't know how
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....read the spoiler...
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...I editied the coment...
9607907 Please, don't do something that'll hurt you
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....but that's my intention...
9607911 If I get on my knees and beg you not to do it, could you please don't do it?
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....I'm sorry, but I've already made up my mind...
9607916 Please
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....I made up my mind...
9607928 Don't
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...>I'm doing it
9607956 I'll beg if I have to
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....you can try to purswade me, but through fimfic is probably not best, text my discord...
9607962 Okay
I can't help the alarm bells ringing in my head with this, especially after reading the Author's Note. Please, be safe. Is there anyone at all that you can talk to -- friends, family, even a pet?
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...yes and no...I've tried to get help...couldn't get it....
I'm so sorry...
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...it's all my fault....
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If I might ask, why do you say that?
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........it's all my fault....
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.......I. hate myself.....
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You are loved.
if anybody still cares about this one, I've added and changed it up a bit https://www.fimfiction.net/story/495028/enough-reasons-to-die