Enough Reasons To Die...

by Mensonge Singer

Reason 5: Repetitiveness

I know I’m loved. I know I’m needed. I know the consequences of suicide. I know how people would react if I killed myself. I know people would blame themselves. I know I have so much to live for, so much to do with my life. But I don’t care anymore. I just want this pain to end, no matter the cost! I’m tired of needing so much help, always falling down only to be pulled up then pushed back again... I want it to all just stop...

...

Here I am again, locked away in my room, refusing to respond to any of my friends... I know this just worries them more, but they don't really care enough anymore... I mean, it's not like their advice will really get through to me... it's the same old stuff they say to everypony else to keep them from killing themselves...I'm sick of hearing the same things over and over again...

I'm just stuck in the same process, learning the same lesson over and over again... so I'm doing you all a favor if I do this... you don't have to deal with my bull crap anymore...

But we love you

But we need you

But you can't get your life back if you do this

But you have so much to do with your life

But you have so much to live for

But you're still so young

But ponies would miss you

But ponies would blame themselves

Think of the aftermath

...I don't care anymore... I don't give a flying feather about anything anymore... everything is just so numb... I want it to all just stop... I just learn the same lesson over and over again if I stay...

Author's Note:

....don't think anybody really reads the authors not so what's the point....

...still here...? Okay... not that it matters but the little intro parts are actually pieces of my poems on my Wattpad if you wanna look at it... and sorry it's a bit short...I'll fix it maybe later...

I'm sorry for posting the story out of order, I want it written in a specific way, so sorry....

...goodbye cruel world...