• Published 15th Jul 2014
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Am I just an outsider - fluttercord4ever



Miss Cheerilee had our class write a song about anything we want.

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My words

These are my words as fluttercord4ever not Sweetheart, not a made up story but my own words.


When I was being bulled I felt so lost.My bullies made fun of my voice and that I wear hearing aids. Yes I wear hearing aids which is why I am troubles spelling and reading. On took of that I was bullying myself. Saying mad things to me.It was so bad I wanted to cut myself or even commit suicide.

Most of it was because I depress because I am a twin less twin.
My Twin died 10 days after we were born.So I never got to meet her.
Her name was Sadie.
How she died was that she got very sick and she died.I almost died the day after she died, but here I am talking to you.

I am not going to say what I said to myself. It's too much for me to handle saying in words.The bullying lasted 2 years in middle school, but I was bullied in grade school too.Well it wasn't really bullying it just the kids didn't understand that i wear hearing aids.They thought that I heard them but I really didn't.I was sent to the office a lot because I couldn't control my angry. But how could I, it just went on and on. I didn't know what to do. I didn't understand anything. I got my hearing aids when I was 5. So that's 5 years without hearing anything.
I was the only kid in the school from grade school-middle school. It wasn't until high school when there are kids that where hearing aids.
For all my live I felt like I was nothing
an outsider
an outcast
but now I felt free. No more running away from things, No more hiding.

I am going to help Ponies/People with their problems.
If it wasn't for what I went though that I found out who I am and want to do in life.
God had a preface in my life and he does for you too.
I don't care if you believe in God or not, just listen to me
Let my words be the light at the end of your tunnel
Let my words be the spark of your world
Let my words heal your cuts and scars.
Let my words help you find her any though your darkness hour.

Now i am going to said something to you.
What are you going to do?
What is your preface in life?
What are you doing to do to change the world?
I am not saying to clean up the world or help the poor.
Even though they are good things to do.
But
What are you going to do that will make people see what you see.
Like what i am doing now.
That feeling in your heart that makes you make to do something more in your life.
That feeling in your soul crying out to you to make a difference in the world.
What are you going to say?
What are your words?

I am fluttercord4ever and I am a victim of bullying
I have a preface in my life and that is to help people find their light from their tunnel and to have them see a new world.
I want them to make a difference in the world, just like what I am going with my words.

Thank you for listening/reading.

Comments ( 22 )

I'll be honest. This evening was awful until a few minutes ago. This was just what I needed to read tonight. :heart:

The story itself was written nicely - short and sweet but got the point across clearly. (I'm a sucker for things I can finish reading before I get distracted.) Your descriptions used multiple senses, letting the reader step into Sweetheart's shoes (horseshoes?).

Your afterword at the end is really inspirational. I'm so sorry that you've had to deal with bullying. No one deserves that. What a great example and encouragement you have become, however, for those who are going through a difficult time. You're absolutely right that God has a purpose for everyone's life, and how wonderful that He has placed it on your heart to share that fact with people that need to hear it. I know I needed to be reminded of that today.

Bottom line: This is well worth a read, especially the song and afterword, and even a grammar nerd like me had no trouble overlooking the English errors. :twilightsmile:

Keep writing! And keep using your words to bring light and healing to the world!

4695685 Thank you. I do not know what to say. I am happy that I help you. I am crying right now because I am so happy. To know that I help somepony. I am so happy. Words can't describe how I feel.

Wow, that was beautiful. Very inspirational. And also my name is Sadie. What a coincidence.

4696221 Wow that is funny and I am glad you like my story.

i haven't read the story yet by the coments i could give it a thumbs up and a favorite.

i am defintely putting this on read later

4697730 Yes I wear hearing aids. Like what I said in 'my words' I got my hearing aids when I was 5. It's now 12 years since I been hearing them.

4697740 That I'll leave you with your imagination.

4697755 Thanks. I am glad you think that way with my song.:twilightsmile:

This is a great story and should inspire a lot of people to stand up for them selves:pinkiesmile:

4697783 I am glad you think that way. I hope so too.:twilightsmile:

This story made me in tears i understand this story so much just i don't wear hearing aids. That song was amazing and so was your story. I loved how you made this story like your real life.I can not say how amazing this story is!

this story will defintly help me with my bully problems. This story should defintly be a book.

4697755 Just to let ypu know i agree with every word you said.

It takes a strong person to be able to resist those kind of temptations. You are a very strong individual and nothing in this world can stop you. I hope that you can use this as an outlet for whatever this world throws at you and that there are always people who will be there to help.

4782969 Thanks:twilightsmile: And I been called a fighter since day one.

You've had bullying problems? Can I give hugs over the internet? Why isn't that a thing? That needs to be a thing. Whatever, I'm making it a thing. Sending internet hug...now. Hope that helped and I hope you know that there are good people in the world and that you're an amazing person :twilightsmile:

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Thanks for the hug. I know there are not all people are bad. I now help the people at my school that are having bulling, family, or relationship problems. A lot of people know me for my kindness. I love the feeling of helping people with their problems. It makes me want to, oh how can I put it....I can't really explain it. Lets just say it's a feeling I don't want to go away.

I hope I showed you the light from your tunnel. :twilightsmile:

5202741 You're a good person :fluttercry: I have hope for the world when I see people like you. Keep spreading the love!

5202749 Thanks. You are a good person too. I would like to have you as a friend.
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5202779 Even if we don't meet, heck even if we don't speak on this site again, I consider you a friend. Everyone in the world is just a friend you haven't met yet. I live by the philosophy to love all people. You are people, therefore you are a friend :twilightsmile:

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