I've been fucking depressed realizing how much the world's deteriorated in just the last three years. There used to be shit to do in my town. We used to have friends me and my brother would hang out with all the time. Halloween's probably dead permanently because of Covid. Fuck this shit dude. Anyway, here's Twilight and Spike during Halloween in 2000.

Read More

Hey y'all. Seems I missed a couple months, it's been... Hard. Figured I'd give a little update.

Read More

Stuff's on pause for a bit. Here's why.

I recently heard about an experimental treatment for depression: a series of low-dose ketamine infusions. So I immediately took off work and headed to the nearest clinic (about four hours away), and that's where I'll be all week.

Read More

I have finished infusing bizarre fucking drugs into my body for now.

And I feel heavily brain damaged much better, though a little physically ill.

credenzadisciplehelphotterbarndropsabrasiveguest

Read More

The title explains all. If you're curious, look no further than the button right below the cute animated picture.

Read More

I see many things on the horizon.

...other than gaudy colors.

No, no, not that horizon! I mean fic forecasts! Specifically, I have several things burning right now, and one or two on fire. My Twistyle checklist:

Read More

This is my fic from the Writeoff that ended this morning. It won 4th place—barely missing a medal. But it's still an honor, and naturally I'm thrilled so many ponies enjoyed it.

Happily Ever After*

Read More

Reactionary (maybe alarmist?) thinking below. I say that because I'm trying to process some stuff that has been tossed into my sphere of thinking in the last week, and I have yet to find any counter sources that might anchor these views. Stream of consciousness about the economy, and society, and the future. I'm perfectly aware that this is just a starting point, and not the end point, of where I stand on the state of the world today. It's such a big thing to make any final calls on with any

Read More

Sorry for the scare. I've been dealing with severe depression and something exacerbated it, and I overreacted a little. I went through another ketamine treatment today and I'm feeling a bit better.

But something else perhaps equally important happened. I just saw the kirin episode.

Read More

I'm dealing with more depression than usual, which is again delaying my One Hoof Clopping updates.

I'm pondering removing the M/W/F update schedule note, but still planning to aim for M/W/F updates.

Read More

Read More

Something incredible has happened.

I may have found a treatment to knock out both my myofascial pain and crippling depression.

Read More

IN WHICH I SHOULD HAVE QUIT WHILE AHEAD
Waiting for the storms to make their way here from Oklahoma, attempting to find fitting music for my mood. Have this.

I never said I was sane. In fact I've often said the opposite. Please click the link below to read more.

Read More

Hi All,

Apologies that it has been a while since my last response.

Read More

The reason I'm well is that something marvelous happened to me right when I needed it.

It was dark in the first Discord episode when Twilight lost her will, but Princess Celestia did something remarkable in response: she sent Twilight's letters back to her.

Thanks to Celestia's voice actress, the same thing happened to me. Literally.

Read More

Read More

I have this whole image in my head of Sunset Shimmer recording material for a one man black metal project in a similar vein as Xasthur, Leviathan, and Striborg. She lives in the suburbs outside of canterlot city and prefers to record on cold, overcast, and/or rainy days.

Read More

Happy fun times ahead as we talk about Luna's apparently depression! Yay.

https://youtu.be/kLJozaLgjLg

Not that I'm nearly popular enough to justify it and I'm pretty sure I've burned away most of my good will here, but cash is tight and my current circumstances aren't looking super hot right now, and this is basically the only thing I'm good at.

Read More

Read More