A lot of people in the fandom don't understand who I am and think of me as a bad person. My friend sometimes does, too, and doesn't trust me anymore because of that. There have been moments when she literally asked me "Who are you?". I was always thinking this was stemming from trust issues that she developed because of events in her past and I was only marginally attributing the cause for this question to myself. Now I know better. I was much more the cause for this question than I always

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Tonight, Always Here went full mature featured. I'm surprised and flattered, and I honestly didn't think that would happen. But I put a special sorta work into this one, and I'm deeply pleased to hear that it's helped some of you and that many of you can relate to it in some capacity. It's about very serious and personal issues, which I don't always touch on, but I wanted to do it right. It seems I did, or at least many of you think

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Ngh...

Cut for profanity. Yes, really. I know I don't use this blog to vent often and I try to always be polite, but this time I felt I had to just scream in rage for a bit.

So warning that the following is a bit... less then civil.

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Over the past like 4 years, I've had to deal with severe depression and mild to moderate anxiety. I use the diapered stories and diapers to help me cope with these things that make it really hard to function. I hope you can understand, that it hurts a lot and I don't want insults being thrown at my way. You can insult my writing but please don't insult me personally. I also have had to deal with severe ADHD (the inattentive type) my whole life so it affects how often I post updates on stories.

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Hello, everybody. This is a bit out of the blue, but I've been thinking about making this post the last few days, and now, I finally decided to do it.

This is a life update. You're all probably wondering how progress on my stories is going, and well, for the moment, it isn't. Besides the usual problem of finding time, and finding motivation to write (something I find very hard lately), I've had another big problem: My adult ADHD.

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Well that update schedule went to hell Hey all! So I hope we were all satisfied! Thank you guys so much for all the kind words you’ve sent, when I first had the idea for this I had no idea it would gain such an intelligent group of followers! You guys really took this seriously, I've been watching you guys get into full conversations in the comment section, I've loved it! (Some of you even shouting at each other over if the Dazzlings should be punished or not ) As I said

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I’ll level with you, readers: everything still feels almost unreal.

Just this morning, I woke to a reminder that one year ago, I’d written the newest entry in a regular collection of “New Year” posts, or posts about what I was looking forward to and working toward in the coming year.

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Obviously relating to a character is an important thing for a lot of people when they consume media. I saw myself in Twilight when I was young, and tbags what got me I to this fandom. I didn't have friends, didn't know how to socialize, and spent most of my time with my nose in a book. She and the show as a whole is likely part of the reason I have friends now. I'm still learning friendship though, primarily communication and trust. I'll probably never learn everything

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Hey y'all I'm trying to get back to writing more regularly and building up my older habits of working on different projects each day to combat my ADHD, this includes of course, my beloved Pony Fic (even if they're only beloved by me hahah).

Just wanted to let you all know that I haven't actually died after teasing with the recent Affame D'amour update. I'm working on this but it's hard to get back into a habit that's been broken with my ADHD.

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IN WHICH I APOLOGIZE TO YOU
Aside from a few blogposts (including this question), I regret that November has gone by with no new story content from me. That doesn't mean I sat on my butt the whole time -- actually it does, but that's also my writing position. Anywho, I'll explain past the jump.

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PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE MESSAGE, IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT TO ACTUAL LIFE STUFF!

Two years it's been.... wow. I gotta be honest with myself and you all, it's probably not going to be finished. But I'll explain everything about the story, and much more importantly, explain some real life things you should all know and will probably be interested in knowing.

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The following blog is rated Mature due to adult and possibly triggering content. You have been warned.
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So, winter was hard. I found myself a cave to live in through it all.

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daily update number who knows maybe technically number one:

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So I yeah, my mind kinda broke today. Ended up texting my mother this message today, "Mom, I need to come, I haven't done Shit at all this month. I can't get motivated. Nothing has truly been making me happy. I feel like shit all the time, my blonde ache I have constant head aches. Nothing tastes good anymore. Art, games movies me happy. I'm tired all the time. I know I don't want to die but at the same time i don't want to live. And I can't answer the question what do I want to do in life,

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My shock about her sudden leave is lessening and I can think clearer again. I was able to identify a few reasons why she suddenly blocked me without warning.

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Working on a little side project featuring my OCs. It's inspired by a combination of metal music and some of my personal experiences growing up. Link down below.

Seraph's Kiss (Chapters 1-4)

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I’ll level with you, readers: everything still feels almost unreal.

Just this morning, I woke to a reminder that one year ago, I’d written the newest entry in a regular collection of “New Year” posts, or posts about what I was looking forward to and working toward in the coming year.

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(image by Ask King Sombra)

Spoilers for the blog, Ask King Sombra.

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Hey everypony at FIMfiction! Justin here with another blog update!

PONY LIFE

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We’re a good few chapters into this fic, so I thought I’d have a bit of a talk about it!

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