i ran out of ways to name this · 4:01pm Jul 9th, 2018
daily update number who knows maybe technically number one:
the funk continues. I am really tired of this. it seems to be getting worse as I am thinking about things that i really should be getting help for. About how much of certain pills I have and my attempts to figure out if that is enough. yeah bad thoughts. they are just in passing though. No real plans as of yet which is when I decide it is time to go back to a psych ward. I fucking hate this. I can't feel right period and I don't know what I am supposed to do at this point. i have tried writing other things and it doesn't seem to want to come out. i can't focus worth a damn. Generally things are not very good at least so far today. I did sleep a full night's worth last night so there is that. Small little things I guess.
Well some slight update. I tried to help someone else and feel slightly better for it. Hurray.