I'm alive, still, again, uh, yeah... · 1:06am May 29th, 2019
so yeah as the title says. I'm alive. Things got hairy there for a while. Like really really hairy. But great news, I'm doing better. Finally got housing in December, after being homeless for three and a half years. I have meds that work now and that means less issues with my manic depression, and well the down episodes that brought along. I'm stable, or well much more stable than I was. But it has been probably nine months since I really wrote, like for much longer than a week at a time, and sure I can write a lot in a week when I manage to stick to it, but that dry spell is over, at least mostly. But I'm a different person than I was last July. That has changed my writing, kinda in very subtle ways I would be, I do tend to write about hurt puppies still, to use a phrase a friend uses, but I don't really connect to what I had been writing as much anymore. Again in very subtle ways, as I am kinda currently writing a pony fic that has some similarities between my prior work and this one, though no one dies and goes to pony heaven in this work. But yes someone does end up in Equestria, and has to have others take care of them. Because I have unresolved issues revolving around family and abandonment. Well there we are in the bummer zone. Still I am alive. I am writing. And maybe I'll get to the point I'll share again, but I don't want to disappoint any of you by putting more stuff out to let it sit there near the beginning collecting dust.
I'm just glad to hear you're doing if not good then better.
It's good to hear that things are improving. I'm in a tough patch myself, one you might be familiar with. So I have empathy for what you've gone through.
Here's to the future looking brighter still, yeah~?
Stay safe, be with friends. Have fun! I look forward to new stories even if they're different than the last.
I suck at responding to stuff like these, but I wanted to tell you that I really enjoyed your works and I wish you all the best.