It's been 10 days since my brother died and 6 since we laid him to rest at the foot of a willow tree near a shady stream. I find myself both functional and numb. I can act, react, and do things, but anything beyond the basics is like trying to push fog with your hands. Something happens but not much. I find myself staring at a computer screen and feeling... nothing.
SO. I'm not good at this, but I'm going to try because I legitimately don't know what else I can do. We had a guy come look at our Furnace because the Heat wasn't working, and then just this morning finally kicked on. He told us in no un-certain terms that it won't keep working till Christmas, let alone the whole winter season.
Hey there, everypony!
I hope you're all having a splendid week so far. Last night and today, I spent some time pouring my feelings onto paper in the form of a story for your eyes and/or ears. Lately, I've been dealing with the uncertainty of life and lingering a bit too much on the past. This story tackles those feelings, and through writing it, I've learned how best to deal with what I'm going through.
I hope it's something you all enjoy.
The current series I've been writing more or less revolves around a group of family and friends coming together to protect their communities and reshape the world. I've been trying to put a name to what their group would be labelled as. They're not exactly vigilantes because they don't go looking for trouble. They simply respond when it finds them. I was reminded today that civil defense is a thing in the military, but my characters are civilians with no official credentials. The best label I
"My name is Candy Cane. I live in Fillydelphia, and I make candy for a living. That's it. I'm nopony. Really.
I'm just a candy maker, and that's all.
Why can't I just be left alone?"
So, a big motivator on FIMFiction is the follower count. It validates ones existence and makes us happy when someone likes you enough to say they think you have something good or interesting to say.
But, sometimes people stop following others. In reality that's perfectly fine. People trim accounts that ween't as interesting as they thought they'd be, or people get annoyed/drift away in different direction. And when this happens, it's something that I wish FIMFiction would notify us about.
While I did create this for my youtube channel I thought I would post it here to for you guys as well.
Because of this I am tired and a little bit worn out. However, don't worry the Smiling Stallion will be released in time for Nightmare Night (October 31st) and I am hoping to release a youtube trailer for that soon.
Thank you all for reading. Thank you all for following me here and I hope you all have a good day.
Back in the chapter "Electric Ladyland, Part 2," Turing Test gets rained on by a cloud enchanted by Discord. It ruins her brand new coat of paint and she experiences sadness for the first time. 
Well, Mr. Green has caught up on some of the artwork and we now have an illustrated version of that scene that has been added to the chapter!
As the title says, my main computer has come to an end. I'm afraid this also have a huge effect on my motivation to continue writing or fixing my stories right now. I still have my laptop, but I rarely use anything but my desktop to write. It's not like I could just put the laptop on the same table and continue like nothing ever happened. To be honest, I'm quite mad because I lost a lot of stuff. Building a new PC would be really expensive and I'm not sure if I can afford that right now. It
So... Instead of... Ya know...writing a new chapter in one of my many already featured stories I decided to write a nice side story to one of them. Yup I wrote a side story to Sunset Helpers. It'll take place at sometime in the future from where the current storyline is, specifically during the Summer. However im not entirely sure it'll stay canon to the main story. One thing is for sure though it'll definitely not spoil anything that's to come. Not the thing with Discord and Gilda, not
The voices are back,I'm in a big down from the bipolar disorder,and I'm cold,I just want to lay down and cry,I feel useless...A complete trash...
Luckily,I don't got class this week...
And sorry if I'm being a burden to you all, I just needed to tell someone...
It's here, if you want to read it.
Yes, it's from that same sort of series about Anon and Berry and their relationship, but it's a side story that's kind of stand-alone. No, there's no sex. There's no happy. It's.. a story of catharsis for me, focusing on Berry Punch's illness. It's not a happy fun sill story in any way, and it's just kind of depressing incarnate. Read at your own risk, it's not one that'll make you smile.
I thought I'd take the time to blog this one because it's a little different from my usual fare.
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You'll notice the 'sad' tag on your way in, if that isn't your cup of tea, you may want to give this one a miss. Otherwise, I sincerely hope you enjoy it. It was quite the experience to write, and I'm glad to share it with all of you.
[2:52:26 PM] Curify is Soaring: Oi. Frustrated.
[2:52:47 PM] Curify is Soaring: 7 week class requires me to read 8 +300 page novels.
[2:52:53 PM] Curify is Soaring: RIP my social life.
[2:53:31 PM] RK_Striker_JK_5: That's all kinds of nutsy-insane.
[2:54:57 PM] Curify is Soaring: It's not even a full three day MFW class either.
[2:55:04 PM] Curify is Soaring: It's a two hour MW class.
Umm... Lately, I haven't been feeling well. I have been lying about me being always happy to my friends, parents, siblings, heck even you guys. But the truth is... I'm so lonely...
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