Jul
16th
2016
... I have something to say. · 3:18am Jul 16th, 2016
Umm... Lately, I haven't been feeling well. I have been lying about me being always happy to my friends, parents, siblings, heck even you guys. But the truth is... I'm so lonely...
So lonely that it broke me from the inside. I feel like a nobody sometimes, and I think something's wrong. I'm not trying to commit suicide 'kay? You guys are too awesome for me to lose. Sometimes, whenever something wild or exciting happens, there's that small voice in my head that says things like, "You are too lonely to do this event." "Give it up. You are cursed with bad luck, you'll never be happy." and then starts saying bad situations and 'claims' that it'll happen.
It was right. I am cursed with bad luck.
I... I need a hug you guys. 
*gives hug* ( im warning you.. dont accept it.. i just woke up so.... yeah..... i think you get it...