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Apr
16th
2019

writing · 6:21am Apr 16th, 2019

i am writing again, just slowly. i don't want to push myself too hard, but i think i have come to a point in my grief where my creativity is coming back. in the land of dreams and pony 2.0 are still on hiatus right now, as i am working on a new story that should have the first chapter out soon. it may end up being a one shot, i'm not sure yet.

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May
13th
2019

emotions · 1:52am May 13th, 2019

my ability to write comes and goes swiftly. there are days when i'm feeling good enough to write, and then a family member will come along and decide, "hey, let's fuck up coyote's day spectacularly enough she won't want to create for a week." since i don't feel like coughing up the details, all you need to know is that since my grandpa died some of my family has decided to retcon the nature of my existence.

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Nov
20th
2019

luck · 9:04am Nov 20th, 2019

as luck would have it, i've managed to push out the first chapter of a new story: the devil you know. it's a daybreaker fic, and i'm excited about exploring the concept of a no-holds-barred villain who does whatever she wants to achieve her own ends.

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Nov
9th
2015

Sweet Mother Celestia, that was a bad week. · 7:58pm Nov 9th, 2015

So I have had one of my worst weeks in the last couple of years, (to be honest though not my worst week ever just in the last like 3 years). I am autistic slightly sorta (my doctors aren't good a quantifing things but yeah but when three of them are like you are probably somewhere on the scale yeah digression) and I have an inablity to emotionally seperate fiction from reality aka if stuff goes down in a book and a character dies that I had been attached to it hurts me as much as loosing a

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Jul
3rd
2015

An announcement to all my followers and those who read my work... · 7:38pm Jul 3rd, 2015

We are but 7 months into this year and I have lost two of the people who I held most near to my heart. A recent incident has led me to take therapy and grief counseling and yet I'm still struggling to hold on to any positive memory.
It is with a heavy heart that I must tell you all that all my stories are being put on hiatus until I can get myself straight in the head.
I will be checking FiMFiction periodically so I'm not disappearing.
Thank you for understanding,
Stan

Feb
27th
2018

B_25...a nice guy. · 7:12am Feb 27th, 2018

I am right about that right? He's a guy? I haven't felt the need to confirm it so I've only been assuming that's true. I could very well be wrong but I'm going with my instincts here. Anyway, I've friended him on Discord (which you should totally do, you can find his name on a blog) and every now and then we have a short convo. I have also recently joined the fimfiction discord server, which you should also totally join cause...I don't know really but whatever.

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Mar
9th
2020

A Survey Concerning "Grief" and the Editing Thereof · 5:41pm March 9th

So if you've been following my blog for awhile, you've probably caught wind that I've been working on a sort of "final edit" of "Grief is the Price We Pay." To clarify, this edit would leave the core plot of the story mostly unchanged (so yes, the ending and the events concerning it would remain largely the same), however, it would:

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Jun
17th
2018

Gimme a Griefing Daze Break, Yare Yare... · 1:27am Jun 17th, 2018

Today's post is brought to you by the third Jojo, mister I-feel-no-pain badass Jotaro himself. (That image needs to be Rainbow Dash, mmf.)

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Oct
4th
2015

Tanks for the Memories Review · 4:41am Oct 4th, 2015

So I’ve decided to start doing blog reviews of the official MLP series, which will eventually accompany my video reviews. Fair warning, this review assumes you have already seen the episode. Anyway…

So where to begin with this series?

What? Why? Why be like everyone else? I’m a positive reviewer, why should I start with what I hate?
(Sigh.)

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Aug
12th
2017

The Thunder Clan - Chapter 17 · 9:54am Aug 12th, 2017

"Makari was there since I was an egg," Taka spoke, "Whatever happened, and whatever the world threw our way, we were always brothers and we were always there for one another. We knew everything about each other." Taka then turned back to the sunset. "Then suddenly, you drop right out of the sky, and he becomes obsessed with you. Suddenly everything is about you. Night and day. Your every whim is of utmost importance."

Roxy hesitated, not sure how to respond. "I…I, uh…"

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Jul
24th
2017

The Thunder Clan - Chapter 16 · 4:42am Jul 24th, 2017

The day passed by in a haze, and Roxy honestly spent almost every minute lying limply on her side, blankly staring out at nothing. She was empty. Completely out of fuel. She had no motivation, no drive, and no energy.

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Mar
17th
2020

The Results Concerning "Grief" and the Editing Thereof · 5:24pm March 17th

About a week ago, I posted a blog seeking to survey you all about how much interest there was in seeing a "final edit" of "Grief is the Price We Pay." It was my hope that, once I tallied up all the responses, it would definitely decide whether or not there was enough cause for me to continue with the project.

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Nov
16th
2019

Update: Our Dog Passed Away... · 3:19am Nov 16th, 2019

Jan
9th
2018

How Hard it is to Turn the Page: Dealing with Grief & Writing What You Know · 12:29am Jan 9th, 2018

I didn't really realize what I was writing about when I wrote In the Dark of the Wood. I wanted to write something before the year was officially over, and for some reason I had an Applejack itch. I started looking through the impressive gallery of NCMares, an artist who I knew was A) one of my favorites and B) did a lot of Applejack, knowing I'd hit my inspiration when I saw it. I hit on the cover art for the piece, and in the terrifying, only semi-consensual way that my brain works,

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Oct
1st
2019

Farewell MLP. · 8:11pm Oct 1st, 2019

I have just finished the last episode of MLP. Ending my adventure with it, deep in my heart with Avatar the Last Airbender, Ben 10, Bleach, One Punch Man, Tabaluga and a few more.

It all started by seeing fan art of characters from games that were ponified, got to know a few characters thanks to memes.

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Mar
21st
2019

An Update, Going through a rough time… · 11:50am Mar 21st, 2019

If you read my previous blog, you know that my family dog Rex was nearing the end of his life…

He survived through Thanksgiving and Christmas to today, but unfortunately, it’s looking like he’s at the point where we have to put him to sleep…

I’ll fight through the agonizing grief I’m going through to give you guys the last part of Chapter 14, but I’ll need help writing the story after that point…

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Apr
30th
2016

GAAH!! · 12:14am Apr 30th, 2016

So I'm working through my newest piece, have been for quite awhile actually. It's on-the-fly, meaning I'm making it as I go, without editing.

Haven't done that since my greenhorn days. Its driving me nuts but at the same time, I don't want to have anyone peek at it just yet.

Preeeeetty sure it'll be a mess of a piece, long winded maybe and pretty much all over the place. At least that's how I feel. Still, it's coming along.

And it's driving me insane~!!! <3

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Sep
18th
2017

It is done. · 11:46pm Sep 18th, 2017

The When The Bough Breaks video is now live. I suspect this is the last I'll ever work on this story, really. It has, I hope, been worth it. The sound quality is pretty poor, but you can now hear me read this sad story aloud. It was... not easy. But I think it was the right thing to do.
Listen here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IQKO7y9NDg4
Be well.

-Pencil

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Sep
14th
2017

About Last Night... · 6:28pm Sep 14th, 2017

Last night I did a recording of Shitfaced Shitfics for the Barcast, and if that was all that happened, I wouldn't be writing this. But after it was done, Priest and I were still there and decided to do another reading. The audience wanted serious and sad, and I was, for some reason, up for it. So, we did something I have been meaning to do for over a year:

We did a reading of When The Bough Breaks.

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Nov
19th
2018

The Clouds That Stopped The Rainbow: A Journey Through Grief · 7:53am Nov 19th, 2018

“It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind protecting it’s sanity covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens, but it’s never gone.” –Rose Kennedy

Hey guys. Thanks for reading this.

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