So thursday morning after I got up for the day, I had a plan. Eat some food, go work out, then do some writing. I've been trying to get something done for awhile now, but keep struggling in different areas, so I thought if I just have a plan, I'll be able to actually do something.

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Anybody who's experienced anxiety got any ideas how to deal with crippling episodes of anxiety and or depressive thoughts? Really need some ideas before I lose my mind.

Normally, this would be good news but my dad and I got it from the graveyard that was once Chuck-E-Cheese.

When I went in there, it was like a hurricane hit the place. All the games were gone or being torn down, kitchen was gutted with most of the dishes left behind and most of the toys were bagged and ready for shipping.

I actually felt dead inside.

Wish me luck I have $15 to last me the next week until I get my paycheck so tomorrow I'm going to start busking playing piano on the street for the first time in over a decade

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Original Aire Date: August 2nd, 1992

(Yes, I know I'm over a week late. I have no excuse other than depression and pregnancy brain)

It truly is a crime that this series in particular is so slept on! It's a good iteration! And to my surprise, it's actually available on Tubi (ok it's only 13 episodes on Tubi, but still)!

I really hope you guys have been doing okay. Life has been... extremely hectic for nearly everyone recently, and for me personally, it's all been piling up on top of itself. Since my last post in 2017, I've been dealing with my depression in... unhealthy ways, and it was just until recently I realized that what I thought was me coasting, and just laying around, was me becoming uncomfortably comfortable with the idea of no longer being around. Part of my problem is that I put a lot... an

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From Vitae, Feb. 5 2015: Where Do English Ph.D.’s Get Jobs? It Depends on Where They Studied.

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Hey guys,
I hope you might be able to take a look at this?

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This guy is called Social Repose, and he's one of my favorite Youtubers, well, he found out about a girl with muscle dystrophy who in a couple weeks, Is taking herself off life support since she can't deal with the pain of it anymore, a type of party was arranged for her in the style of a prom to give her a send off, her last wish, however, was to Skype call Social Repose, he decided to instead meet her in person.

Thanks to the holiday, and accompanying depression, I have done nothing whatsoever productive for days. No work on any of the numerous story projects I have; let alone my current primary story (which is bloody huge and eating my brain). No new reviews done. Not hitting even one of my goals.

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Don't worry, folks. I'm not going away, I was just venting some frustration.

My work is legitimately slowed down by the emotional crap, but it hasn't taken me out of the running yet. It just makes updates and new stories come slower, and it's been hard lately because I'm working on some juicy story ideas that I don't know if I'll be strong enough to publish.

I've been around for a bit. I've seen some things, done some things, and I've got my fair share of regrets.

I have enjoyed writing as an outlet, to get these feelings out of my head and onto a page so that I can inflict share them with you.

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God, I've been slammed at work. I wish I could pump out stories faster. In the case of Junior Flight Camp, I've had trouble working on it for two reasons, exhaustion from work and writer's block. After Bronycon I got a little depressed, due to romantic issues, loneliness, and the general let down after something as awesome as Bronycon itself. It's harder for me to get into the characters and write what they're thinking in my "method writing" style. This is especially true of Rainbow

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After some thought, I feel that everyone deserves an explanation behind last week's abrupt and shocking announcement of Love-Making As A Parent being my "final story".

As some of my older followers know, I deal with clinical depression constantly. Occasionally, as most people with depression, I enter into these phases which I've dubbed "dark spirals". These "spirals" are the low points in my depression. Well, last Thursday, I got hit with a large one.

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I don't know if anyone is going to read this, probably no one. But if your finding your way through the darkness by yourself, find someone, ANYONE who can help. A friend, a family member, even someone on Fimfiction. Find someone to talk to, don't go through this alone.

We've lost to many to depression, anxiety, suicide, and other mental problems. Your NOT alone. Don't wait until it's to late, these nights are running short, and I do not want to lose anyone else.

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i'm really hoping that perhaps this will end my years-long drought against writing. i was working on an oc tale on my own, but i got stuck so it's on hiatus for a while. the other night it finally occurred to me to write about my pony character, so let's hope this little muse that's singing in my ear sticks around for a while. i miss being creative, losing an rp place that had become dear to be was like a deep blow to my psyche. i had been inspired for the first time in years to role

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I'm very depressed right now, this is the 2nd laptop I've had that had the same hard drive failure! I don't really want to ask, but I could really use some help to get a new one. Even if you can only get me a coffee from Kofi or a few dollars on Patreon helps.

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I know that some of you might not even expect this from me, but it's something that I need to say and be serious about.

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Well, it's been an interesting week to say the least. I've had several new officers to train at my job over the last few months and unfortunately that cuts into my writing time, buuuuut, I finally had a chance to wrap up Chapter 7 tonight!

I don't feel like chapter's 5 or 6 adequately portrayed what Willow and Snow Star were really experiencing as a result of Black Rose's torment and, even now, we won't experience that fully until their book is released.

I wanted to talk about a realization I’ve had about depression, and specifically the suicidal side of depression. I want to start a discussion on this because it’s hard to talk about being suicidal, and that’s a problem. The main thing I’ve come to realize is that we only use one word, “suicidal”, but it means many more than one thing.

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