I don't usually mention things about my personal life, as I prefer to keep my FIMFiction blog strictly for my writing, but this one may have some impact on posting schedules. My cat, who's been with my husband and I for five years, just died today. It was sudden, unexpected. We'd known she had a heart condition, but we were treating it. She was precious to us, because we can't have children. Our cat was the closest thing we'll ever have to having a child of our own, and losing her so suddenly

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You will regret this.

So true... I'm Cancer. If I lost anyone... a friend, my lover, anyone at all... I'd regret it. I already have for a few of my friends that I lost.

When I started this intermittent fasting journey, I was at 303 lbs. That's not absolutely huge because of my height of 6'4, but still needed to get under control. I stopped posting updates about my progress a few weeks back because I came to my first plateau at 280 lbs, and that frustratingly persisted for three weeks.

Luckily, I pushed through it, and last week, weighed in at 277, and just this morning before a late (and lite) breakfast, I came in at 274.

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Hey, I don't usually do this, but I feel that I must.

I have a friend who recently, and tragically, lost both their parents.

I won't go into details for privacy reasons, but, if you are the praying type, please say a little extra for my friend and their family.

Thanks, all.

I got a bunch of recipes from my sister for Xmas, and I got around to trying the first one out tonight:

Steak (eye of round, one of the cheaper cuts), carrots, yukon gold potatoes, and definitely the star of the dish is the mushroom cream sauce with scallion whites, garlic, beef stock concentrate, and sour cream. I'm definitely making more of that, even if I run out of steak.

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Not going to bury the lede here: I've got it and it is getting worse. Bad behavior as a youth and a strong genetic component (thanks Dad: I understand now) have turned my world into a somewhat quieter and definitely frightening place.

Now, here's the long winded story.

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The window lingers.

A simple phrase, with only two answers sitting on it.

[Continue?]

[Yes] ◇[No]

The icon flashes, waiting for confirmation.

My eyes unfocus from it, allowing the circling darkness to frame my sight in inky nothingness.

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My mentally ill mother is passing away as I type these few words...

I don't know how to handle this numb anxiety let alone come to terms with a conflicted history dealing with twenty years of psychological turmoil coming to bitter conclusion. 😟

This is going to be real brief. I'm through about half the items (that I had back in January) I wanted to get through before coming back. After what has happened now, though, I'm fairly certain I will be guided away from Fimfiction and through all these trials I face until July.

Im learning so much. I was taught a few concepts of time I didn't quite understand every time I made schedules in the past, and suddenly I could remember and meet all I made.

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StarLadybugQuinn hates me. God I'm such a dick. I called her "sweet" sarcastically... after she called Red a bitch. I was just standing up for someone I loved! And now... I lost someone else. And another thing off my bucket list has been crossed... "Fall in love and have it end in pain" I'm not sorry. I'll always remember you as the first girl I ever dated... and the first girl who ever hated me. Tragedy, thy middle name is Cloud. (Sky

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She doesn't hate me... but she's still trying to patch things up between us. I have to make sure whether Red or Rachel is the one for me. It won't take too long, I know what I love about each one.

Hey guys.

I'm really sorry for what I am about to say, but I hope you will all understand. We recently had the passing of an old family friend, and it has kind of taken all of us by surprise. I won't go into any details about that, but it kind of put me out, and it has made it hard to focus these few weeks.

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For the past year I've kept my weight fairly stable, but haven't really lost any. That changes starting today! If not for personal health, if not to attract a mate, then for the fact that $150 is on the line!

We are but 7 months into this year and I have lost two of the people who I held most near to my heart. A recent incident has led me to take therapy and grief counseling and yet I'm still struggling to hold on to any positive memory.
It is with a heavy heart that I must tell you all that all my stories are being put on hiatus until I can get myself straight in the head.
I will be checking FiMFiction periodically so I'm not disappearing.
Thank you for understanding,
Stan

Last year, I was at a range of 167-169 lbs. As the pandemic went by, my food cravings have lessened over time. I just finished exercising and now, I'm at 157.5 lbs., with a BMI of 23.3. Awesome! ✌🏻

Just posting an update regarding the next chapter of Tomb Kings.

The chapter is currently half drafted but I'm afraid I stopped writing as both my grans have passed away in the last few months, and I lost my job so I've not been in the mood to write much as a consequence of it all.

I'm working my way back into it, but I can't say when it will be ready as theres still things to do in real life but I havnt given up on the story as I did plan it all out first and I want to see the end.

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Because rest assured, this is art.

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So there are still stories to tell from the Shimmering Heart verse...

Sunset Shimmer - Six Friends One Heart - Side Stories

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So released another story a few dates ago...

Sunset Shimmer - Six Friends One Heart

As I mentioned in the Author's notes in the prologue, this story reflects my own in many ways.

A few years after MLP came out, I suffered from an illness that left me paralyzed from the chest down.

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Well that's just great. My PC got a update and boom, all my stories damaged or deleted in Word. Anyone also got similar problems? And anyone, please help?