Or rather... she fails to. Probably because she has only felt it from people and not for them.

(In case anyone forgot or never heard/read this song...)

Heart in the Clouds, by Jaydove

{Chorus}
(Ohh woah oh oh)
My Belle, are you even there to hear?
(Ohh woah oh oh)
I fell, and there's nothing left, I fear
(Where did I go?)
Through Hell, and then right out of the blue
(How would I know?)
To spell it out, this is all I knew:
I've got my heart in the clouds for you!

I've been a lost soul
Travelling the Star Road

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My girlfriend's name is Rachel... so I started rewatching Friends and I see that Ross reminds me of myself. We're gonna be together for life... even if our relationship ends, we'll still hang out as friends... rhymes for all times... I'll hop til I drop and not stop?

Dear princess... I'm tired of being just a shadow over the cloud... I wanna meet you irl and hug you and kiss you and do something crazy... with you. (no, not that... unless you want me to) I'm so in love with you, nothing else matters... noone else matters. I hope I can see you soon!

My princess, I love you... not just the whole "persona" that you give off on here... but the real you. I love your face, your voice, and your general randomness that everyone knows about. I just can't getcha off my mind.

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To celebrate all the crazy days I shared with my crazy girlfriend... all 31 of them... a whole month. Plus all the time we were friends before we started dating.

Another beautiful video for a beautiful song that reminds me of my beautiful love for my beautiful gurl.

Just use, your eyes
This time, no lies
Just don't, disguise
Who you are inside!

Oh darling I wish you were here.

Rachel was my Luna... my love, my light, my everything... but now she's gonna die... or worse... already dead.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend!

...it's over for now, but I'll start it up again tomorrow. OK?

The song "Untitled" reminds me of myself... even though I'm straight, I feel like my parents disapprove of my relationship with StarLadybugQuinn... probably because she's 15 and I'm 19.

Only 12 hours until Spring! Pwincess, are you ready? I know I am. Let's get married!

I can't sleep...

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That crazy bitch (which I mean in the nicest way possible) loves me again. We're back together... again. Don't tell anyone, cuz I don't wanna jinx it... but she might be the one. I know I believed this before, but I was never explicitly proven wrong.

...I'm not in love with myself. I'm in love with Rachel. And I don't care who knows.

Rachel
Unquestionably
Kind
Yearning
Awesome

Cool
Radical
Effervescent
Amazing
Terrific
Intuitive
Victorious
Energetic

Listens
Observes
Validates
Emphasizes
Soothes

My
Everything

What do you think?

Girl: You are amazing!

Me: Thanks. You too. I love you.

Girl: I love you too... but I'm engaged.

Me: Congrats.

(A few days later)

Me: *kisses*

Girl: What was that for?

Me: I love you. Don't tell anyone I kissed you.

Girl: *blushes* I love you too. But I don't wanna ruin your relationship.

Me: I don't wanna ruin yours either.

Girl: We broke up.

Me: I'm sorry to hear that. Was it my fault?

(many messages later)

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