Or rather... she fails to. Probably because she has only felt it from people and not for them.

My first crush? The girl I wrote "I Gave To You" about? I told her how I felt and she said she didn't feel the same way. I guess that means I can move on now... find someone else. I know I have New Hope, but I need someone in real life to love me. Not just a friend, but a real bona fide lover. No more pretending, (though I will keep the list of pretend lovers, because you guys are my best friends... and I really do love you.

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I actually thought StarLadybugQuinn... abandoned me. I'm so dumb I can't believe she still loves me. Maybe she has a thing for dumb people?

StarLadybugQuinn hates me.

She just said "Don't FUCKING touch me!" to my face!

Girl: You are amazing!

Me: Thanks. You too. I love you.

Girl: I love you too... but I'm engaged.

Me: Congrats.

(A few days later)

Me: *kisses*

Girl: What was that for?

Me: I love you. Don't tell anyone I kissed you.

Girl: *blushes* I love you too. But I don't wanna ruin your relationship.

Me: I don't wanna ruin yours either.

Girl: We broke up.

Me: I'm sorry to hear that. Was it my fault?

(many messages later)

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I feel like my princess doesn't love me anymore, like I'm not the Sky Blue that she fell in love with. What colour does blood turn when it lacks oxygen? Blue... thus the meaning of a blue heart is that it's suffocating. I don't even know if she loves me anymore. I can't ask her because she keeps ignoring me.

I am the sister of the Changeling Queen, Chrysalis, after all. Why am I posting this? Oh... no reason. *winks*

Yet another original song by Jaydove

Dear princess
I know that
I'm not the one for you
But listen
Well when I
Tell you what makes you true

Beams brighter
Than Starlight
Shines Glimmer in our view
But even
Though they're sin-
-cere you're still Something Blue

[Chorus]
And all I construe
Is how I feel for you
But I can't accrue
What's in your Heart of Blue?

So please tell me true
For knowing I love you
Our time's overdue
What's in your Heart of Blue?
[End Chorus]

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I need an instrumental of my new song, Heart of Blue. Can anypony help me at no charge?

Milestones... yet again. This time: 875 blogs. 7/8 of a thousand. You know what you have to do to get 7/8 progress in Paper Mario: TTYD? Get ALL SEVEN of the Crystal Stars. The last eighth, which is the final cheeapter, is named after the same thing the game is named after: The Thousand-Year Door.

But enough about the milestone... This is serious business.

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“...and it was in that vital moment Ginger Gypsy realized her mask, the carefully schooled edifice of flesh and bone that she had trained for years to guard the secrets of her heart, had at last betrayed her. That those were tears leaving hot trails down her cheeks; that her lips, so long practiced to sneer in derision, now curled in pain. ‘Goodbye,’ she whispered, though she knew Buttercup had long passed beyond the sound of her voice. ‘Goodbye.’”

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IN WHICH I PERSEVERED AND DID SOMETHING

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