Sunset Shimmer is best pone.

I regret nothing.

Core went to the bathroom. RIP Core

My best friend shot himself Saturday. He was my first friend here in America, and I was heartbroken that he had done it. He was always so happy and cheerful, I would've never thought he would... Just end it all. I'll miss him. But I almost made a mistake as well. I was going to delete my account and take a handful of pills, but I couldn't. I have a friend here and he helped me these past two days. I almost left him, just like my friend left me. I can't do that, so I will stay. And hopefully use

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I regret quite a lot of things in my life. For one, I can’t get out of the mindset I ended up with since my secondary school years, where I constantly feel like I have a ball and chain around my ankle that belongs to a social reject and an outcast of all of the cliques. All it gave me was this inescapable melancholy that only got worse as I got older.

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I just spent three hours or so writing a new chapter for the Snuggle Conspiracy. When I went to save, Word shut down and I lost all 2000+ words.
.....GAH. I may just skip the chapter.

We've all done stupid things. Ridiculous, embarrassing, humiliating moments. Doesn't matter if it's because you did something stupid when you were angry or upset or if it was in the heat of the moment or even if it was under peer pressure. We've all done the same amount of idiotic things, regardless of how you sniff it. Everybody has something or more that they are massively ashamed of.

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It will be fun.

ALSO

so close...

See, I'm not actually okay, at all. I'll be okay when I'm not lying awake at night struggling to breathe as invisible hands grab at me and a hundred voices scream in my ear. Calling me names. Mocking me. Singing songs at top volume.

Except then I still won't be okay. During the day I'll be trying not to cry as I fade in and out of consciousness and have memory blackouts spanning hours. Not knowing what I've done or who I've hurt.

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Three years ago today this video was made. If I knew when the song was written I'd say that too.

Well... I'm not very happy that it happened... but as the post's title conveys, I've been thinking about it, and I've realized that I likely made a story-related mistake with one of my fics.

Namely, with the idea of making the revamp of the first Equestria Girls movie that is part of Chapters of a Revamped Tome.

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The title says it all, I decided to publish only half of the following chapter in the face of essentially not being able to provide much for my audience.....

I have been with a ton of insanity following me through the last couple of months. Constant interruptions by my troubles in life.

I apologize. By I'll continue through the day, and hopefully I'll be done by today, or tomorrow.

And my editors are lost, or dead. I have no idea.

-Yours Disavowed Agent/ASH

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So I don't have a chapter for you on this AFD but I do have a teaser for something I've starting work on. Originally this fic was going to be a oneshot in a similar style to Cider but it kept trying to break out of that restriction and on Wednesday night/3am Thursday I decided to stop and go for a feature length fic. Like a movie going from short to full length.

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IF WE HAD SEX:

[] Against the wall.

[] On a bed.

[] Fast.

[] Doggy style.

[] In the shower.

[] On the kitchen counter.

[] On the washing machine.

[] You're on top.

[] Anal.

[] We wouldn't.

[] I don't know...

[] Over my dead body!

[] Oh, you would want that, wouldn't you?

[] The things I'd do to you ;^)

IF YOU KISSED ME, I WOULD:

[] Kiss back.

[] Blush.

[] Slap you.

[] Stare at you, wondering if we would kiss again.

[] Laugh about it.

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I woke up this morning

Maybe that’s a start

But waking up to a nightmare

Every day just breaks my heart

I fight for my right

To stay in the light

But in the darkness dwells

My own living hell

When I look in the mirror,

A stranger stares back

When will the outside

And the inside all match?

I scream to the gods,

“Why me? Why now?”

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The political season was long and painful enough; I'm not gonna extend that by decompressing here. Not here, in our little sanctuary of ponies and camaraderie. Instead, let's follow up the changing of masks with a little bit of mask removal!

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[3:44:18 PM] Foals Errand: obviously I can now see into the future
[3:44:42 PM] Foals Errand: maybe
[3:44:45 PM] RK_Striker_JK_5: Doc Brown?

...That was just to funny
Heres your required pony pic.

So, I a friend of mine was a huge fan of my my story, Roses for the Grave. He really loved my character Femme Fatale and actually had her on waifu status next to Luna. It was a silly, but flattering thing to hear. He was very eager to see where the story would go next.

But now he never will...

Late Thursday night I found out he passed away due to an infection. He had leukemia and during a bone marrow transplant he got infected and didn't make it.

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I just... like it. It clicks. And I'd think, after 1000 years on the moon, Luna would be incredibly clingy if she was in a relationship. Agreed? Anyone? *crickets chirp* ... :(

At the end of the month I’ll be running a raffle on my patreon for anyone pledged at $5 or more. The price is a sketch pinup of the winner’s choice.

This is meant to be a monthly thing, though I unfortunately missed January for reasons.

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Once upon a time, there was a story. You may have heard of it. It was such a terrible clusterfuck that it was sealed deep inside a tomb, never to rise again for a thousand years.

It only took 5 for it to break out.

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