My new upside-down inside-out life

by PhantomPhoenix

OK

Well its been a long time coming. I want to say thank you all for your support, the bronie communtiy well always be a place I will have some connection to. Its the first place ive ever said "these guys get it", and while im not leaving I just find myself losing interst. Not just here but alot of other places too, I cant realy say i have nothing to inspire me, its just i dont have any motivation. At all. I still get story ideas and plot's and all that jazz. But i cant bring myself to write like use to. Maybe its because i dont have any family support for my writing or becuase i simply cant talk too anyone about it without getting a "look". Everyone on this site knows that look. it Says that your wasting your time and we think your gay. Its messed up. I dont even know why im writing this. Maybe its for you, me, Luna, I dont know and im not sure that i care. I just want this here. Maybe it so I can know that there are people that understand, or maybe its a cop out becuase im scard to put myslef on the spotlight. I dont handle pressure well. But i hind it so i dont have to deal with it. Anyway im getting off track. So what does this mean for this story? Im not gona write it any more. I cant ive been feeling like crap for not writing anything for so long and dreading what others might say. "Why did you stop writing, your really good?" "Start writing again." Stuff like that not becuase i think im good by any means but because i dont want anyone to be upset that i stoped writing. I will say that if anyone wants to pick up where i left off be my guest. You know what ill even help you if you have a skype just send me your name and well have a jam sesion. It would be nice to really get to know some of you.

With that said here's my Skype name : gameboy_493 or Unfunny Suits

Thank for listing to me and my shitty problems you're a wonderful crowd.

In the name of TallestBronnie "Brony on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Much love <3

-john

Comments

[Immortan Joe]

Its a HIE, but the main protagonist is not based of me in any way

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[Purple Lightning]

I follow you dude, as someone who also has somewhat lost interest as well as simply lost motivation to write, I understand. I have pretty much totally lost interest in MLP, or to be more literal, the show. I just dropped it, I tell myself I should just finish, but I can't find it in me to care about it anymore. I still love the community and the things they create though, which is why I'm here all the time. I also tried writing my own story, I had an idea, I knew where I wanted it to go for the most part, and a couple chapters in I just lost the desire to continue. I've had a few others, but I don't even wanna try writing them since I'm pretty sure it'll go the same way. It's ok man, it will prolly happen to us all at some point, and it's not necessarily a bad thing. Just wanted to say that I feel you bro. It's hard when you don't really have anyone to share something you really enjoy with, I understand since none of my friends are bronies, but they don't judge me or anything, since they are actually good friends. It's just something we all have to deal with, some of us are lucky enough to have friends who share our interest, some of us aren't, but that's what we made things like fimfiction for isn't it? So keep on keeping on comrade, I hope you can get past these shitty feelings, and I wish you the best of luck in all your endeavors.

[PhantomPhoenix]

4975660 that's the joke. Everyone's first story is about them in some way.

[PhantomPhoenix]

4976257 thanks man

[Unconcerned]

i will stay FOREVER and i hope you will to

[Reminiscent]

I'm gonna miss this story...

[SithicKnight]

PLEASE GIVE ME MOARRRRRR!!!!!!!
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[Counter-Guardian-Emiya]

This story is dead isn't it.

[Counter-Guardian-Emiya]

God dang it why do all the good stories get cancelled or discontinued.

[The Archivist]

9479510
Indeed... soon then will all fall into obscurity

[Blazenrun]

No the story was good I was very interested why oh well I understand stand we’re you stand from but The only way I put out anything like a story is with music

[SteelToadBoy001]

Hey man I understand