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Jan
2nd
2020

A couple more things · 11:11pm Jan 2nd, 2020

I have yet to hear from anyone who has or thinks they have spotted the terrible music joke in Spot of Tea, Change for Me? and the one in the chapter Wake Up Call. One of them will be made very clear in one of the upcoming shorts. I don't doubt you will all be groaning when they are revealed.

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Oct
5th
2023

We're so back · 1:14am Oct 5th, 2023

My mental health has never been a secret from all of you strangers and fans. I think it's healthy to be able to talk about it, when you're good, and when you're bad. My last blog post was when it was bad. Really bad.

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Jun
13th
2022

Somewhere In-Between · 6:15am Jun 13th, 2022

I'm fine. Or trying to be.

Life sometimes feels like a rollercoaster. Minus the safety harnesses.

Motivation comes and goes. There are times when I feel like writing or just playing a game, but the next minute I find myself moping around feeling down in the dumps for no reason at all.

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Nov
21st
2023

I Can't · 4:08am Nov 21st, 2023

It breaks my heart to write this, but I think you all knew it was coming, even though I liked to believe I didn't.

I said a long time ago that nothing on this account ever gets cancelled or goes on hiatus, that I fully intended to finish every story I started, no matter how long it took. Well, I still fully intend to. It's just, unfortunately, going to take even longer than I anticipated.

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Dec
26th
2018

The Quiet War, Part 4: The Beacon on the Hill · 11:59pm Dec 26th, 2018

WARNING: The following blog has very frank discussions about mental health, psychiatric medications, the side effects of psychiatric medications, suicide, suicidal ideation, and similar topics.

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May
27th
2019

Please read · 2:23am May 27th, 2019

Hey all,

I think I'm over-doing the whole NMM gets salvation shit. I've just been doing it too much, and I don't want all of my stories to follow the same character with the same issues. I've stigmatized mental hospitals and did little research. I apologize.

Now to why I made this post in the first place. Many people on here think that the suicide/dark/sad genre is getting annoying.

I have a few words on that.

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Jun
6th
2018

Bad news · 3:54pm Jun 6th, 2018

So.. I’ve had a long time EKG on Monday and it showed the quick changes of heart frequency and the tachycardia..

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Sep
23rd
2020

So about that time I was supposed to have... · 8:58pm Sep 23rd, 2020

So I had assumed, like the madman that I am, that I would have SO much more time to write when the school year started and my hours at work would change. Well, without going into tremendous detail about my life, it seems that online learning has greatly impacted me. I currently have less time while I adjust AGAIN to how my daily routines go. So this isn't me saying "I stopped working on my story," but rather to please continue to be patient.

It's coming.

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Jun
5th
2020

Mental Hygiene In Times Of Nastiness · 7:44pm Jun 5th, 2020

In view of the recent blog posts that have filled most of your timelines, I think some measures of mental hygiene are warranted. In times of conflicts, low wages, rampant housing insecurity, riots, a global pandemic, and the all-around destitution of the public sphere, it is important to be aware of how discourse is used, meddled with, and even weaponized.

It still needs to be said that black lives matter. It does. There is no question about it. It is not negotiable.

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Jul
3rd
2018

Takka Takka Takka: June 2018 - Emergency Stop · 3:48pm Jul 3rd, 2018

Hi folks.

This month’s Takka Takka Takka is going to be a little different. Okay, a lot different.

Might as well get the big thing out of the way: I’m going on hiatus for a minimum of a month, maybe longer.

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Jul
25th
2023

I'm Back... For Now · 4:56am Jul 25th, 2023

Hey there! Quick lil update for those of you who were wondering where I went...

I've taken a month-long hiatus thus far, and in that span of time, I've been seeking therapeutic counsel and taking medication. Also, I've been spending more time with friends and family as a way to cope with my depression and anxiety, and I'm happy to say that this has proven effective.:twilightsmile:

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Aug
14th
2015

Downer · 10:36am Aug 14th, 2015

Three days off every week. Sleep through the first day. The next two days I wake in six hour segments before the tiredness kicks in and I go sleep for another eight hours, spend another six hours awake until my energy wears down again, exhausted by nothing, back to bed. The last night/day/morning, whatever I call it, stay awake too long, desperate to accomplish something on my extended weekend. Jujitsu begins two hours before my overnight shift at Good Burger. I miss it, as usual.

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Nov
3rd
2017

Next Chapter · 11:10pm Nov 3rd, 2017

Hi guys,

Just wanted to give a quick explanation as to why it's taking a while for me to upload the next chapter.

Truth is, I haven't actually started writing it yet. I kinda lost inspiration for a little bit, and when I got it back, I decided that I really needed to plan the next chapter in a lot of detail as it's quite an important part of the story and something that I want to get right. It has to perfect because I want it to inform people as well as possibly help others who need it.

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Nov
5th
2018

(A few) Thousand Words of Noise: Writing about depression. · 8:02pm Nov 5th, 2018

Have you seen this story in the feature box? It's called "A Thousand Words of Noise". It's one of Monochromatic's newest stories, and to be honest, one of her extremely important ones.

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Jan
31st
2022

Where did I go? · 3:10am Jan 31st, 2022

Yeah... I'm not gonna lie, I was really hesitant to make this blogpost after being silent for so long. But since I haven't made any updates since last year, it's only fair I explain myself.

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Dec
5th
2021

Reasons why I'm less active in Fimfiction · 11:34am Dec 5th, 2021

1. I moved to Tumblr where I post blogs about Balan, my comfort character. I even made friends there who are also fans of Balan.

2. I'm focusing on writing my 4th fanfiction, Journeys with Balan. 2 chapters are already published, available to read in FFN, Wattpad, and AO3.

3. I'm in the process of healing after going through depression that was worse than I could've ever imagined.

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May
6th
2023

I'm the Official Winner of the Furry Foray Fanfiction Contest! · 12:29pm May 6th, 2023

I know it's a couple days late, but I was seriously in awe about recent events to process everything. Considering what I was originally planning for the Furry Foray Festival Contest, I was honestly really disappointed with myself for only getting three-fifths of my project completed in time. In addition, some personal conflicts regarding my writing motivations and private commissions left me in a really depressed state for

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May
14th
2023

I Can't Keep Doing This. · 5:49am May 14th, 2023

There are several things I wish to address in this blog post, the first and foremost of which is the reason why I took down my latest story, Let Me Forget.

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Oct
22nd
2021

Non-pony story · 8:56pm Oct 22nd, 2021

Wasn't expecting to post here again, but I almost offed myself last weekend, and I found some inspiration for an invader zim fic. It's here if you're interested.

Life Beyond Reason

Aug
13th
2022

Renounced - Forsaken · 11:30pm Aug 13th, 2022

"LIKE YOUR FATHER, YOU WILL GO THROUGH LIFE MAKING MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE, HOLDING ON TO THINGS THAT DON'T EXIST! MAYBE YOU JUST HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF FROM HURT! RUN AWAY BECAUSE IT WORKS! NO MORE SAND BETWEEN OUR TOES! NO MORE OCEANS - ONLY THE LONELIEST OF CITYSCAPES AND SOLITUDES FOR YOU TO ROT AWAY!"

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