Bad news · 3:54pm Jun 6th, 2018
So.. I’ve had a long time EKG on Monday and it showed the quick changes of heart frequency and the tachycardia..
my father remembered how I had abnormal heart tones - the doctors blamed it on the way/position my mum laid - and thinking about it, I’ve always had a bit of the symptoms that I have so strongly now. No doctor ever thought of taking me seriously all these years when I claimed to have irregular heartbeats. (Doesn’t explain some parts though, like the pain in my bones and the chapped lips but that isn’t priority right now.)
So.. apparently I was born with a heart condition. Got homeopathic tablets now..
I am 19 years old, autistic, bullied in every school, battled clinical depression for over 10 years, anorexia for almost 3, lost people I considered friends, was raped as a child, verbally and physically (hitting) abused almost all my life, and now I got a heart condition.
I’m sorry for being so.. dramatic..
kinda hard to process this... feeling utterly broken :/
I am so sorry to hear that about you.
My prayers are with you
I don’t know what it’s like to go through all these things that you’re going through and I can only imagine who hard and sad it is. Please stay strong
And know that we are here with you