TW: Mentions of self-harm and suicide
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I can't do this anymore. I just feel like I don't matter anymore, to anyone. Haven't been able to muster the passion to write, or for anything else worth doing. I just want it all to end.

Nearly let a bus hit me a while back. It missed, though I don't really know how I feel about that. Part of me wishes it didn't.

Stories will be late. Sorry for the inconvenience.

At precisely 12 AM on this day, September 28th... I left behind my teenage years forever.

It's been a wild ride. Ups and downs, lefts and rights, inside and out. I'm intact, mostly.

To everyone who made my journey the way it is, I sincerely thank you. To friends both old and new, present or not, you have my sincerest gratitude. And to everyone else I'll meet along the way...

... See you soon. :>

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203, to be exact. Thank you so much for the 203 follows, it's honestly so much more than I deserve.

My apologies for the lack of stories lately. I am currently recovering from surgery but I will take that time to get back into writing. Rest assured that there will be more cuddly, warm goodness on the way! :>

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After taking a bit of a break from writing, I feel somewhat better about trying my hand at it again.

But first things first.

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I have recently uploaded a new chapter for Improbable.

Sorry for the long wait. Life happened.

Toodles!

I'm fine. Or trying to be.

Life sometimes feels like a rollercoaster. Minus the safety harnesses.

Motivation comes and goes. There are times when I feel like writing or just playing a game, but the next minute I find myself moping around feeling down in the dumps for no reason at all.

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There are several things I wish to address in this blog post, the first and foremost of which is the reason why I took down my latest story, Let Me Forget.

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Hey there! Quick lil update for those of you who were wondering where I went...

I've taken a month-long hiatus thus far, and in that span of time, I've been seeking therapeutic counsel and taking medication. Also, I've been spending more time with friends and family as a way to cope with my depression and anxiety, and I'm happy to say that this has proven effective.

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I recently uploaded a sequel to Midnight Comfort, one of my most cherished stories... It would mean a lot to me if you all would give it a read!

Yes, I know I just recently uploaded a new chapter to my other story, Improbable, which is why I'd like to take this opportunity to explain how things might work out moving forward:

• I will continue to focus on uploading short stories featuring one character from either G4 or G5. Suggestions would be much appreciated!

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Good day/night, people! I'm still alive and kicking, not to worry. Working on a new story as we speak.

Here have a look-see:

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Heads up, a new story is well on its way.

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Stay tuned.

After a few months of inactivity, I've finished this three-chapter-long Second-Person romance featuring Izzy Moonbow!

EMidnight Comfort

• MLP Gen 5
• Romance
• Slice of Life

The mare you love keeps you company during another restless night. Who knows, maybe there's something more to her gesture of affection than meets the eye...

• Second Person
• Human
• Anon
• Self Insert
• Izzy Moonbow

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I hope you all enjoy it. See you all!

... Wow. That's... quite a number.

I remember the day I first joined this little corner of the Internet. Admittedly, I wasn't in the best shape both mentally and emotionally, and... troubled times didn't really make it any better. But ironically, the years that followed were the most defining moments of my life, brought about by both pony-related matters and personal obstacles. Obstacles that shaped me into who I am today, as a person.

For better or for worse.

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