I'm Off. · 1:39am Feb 5th, 2016
I am most glad to have found time for this blog at last!
I am leaving FIMFiction, and I'm so happy that I can now free myself from whatever burden it caused, along with everything else of my old self.
See, I have found what I could not see for years, and years, and years. I have found love. And not a sloppy, simpering love, but a true love; that being, the love of God!
I have found God in the midst of my suffering, and he has alleviated my sadness, my hate, my misanthropic attitudes, and most of all my mental sickness. I can now confess to all of you that for many years now, I have been afflicted by acute paranoid schizophrenia. I would see things and people that weren't there. This came about shortly after a hideous accident, that lead to a far more tragic accident; the death of a loved one. I will not share what the initial accident was, but I will say that I was smitten to the point of being diagnosed with a serious PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). Ever since, I began seeing things, and before I found this inner peace that I now know, my hallucinations were becoming more and more horrific. I would see repulsively disfigured people and other creatures, and do my best to ignore them, but sleep in fitful terror at night. The girl that is staying with me, Gabby, did not help my state, but now, by the grace of God am I free from these things, and I am so glad that I can evangelise to her about what she can know for herself, and you can too! I now know the peace that surpasses all understanding, and the blood of Jesus Christ has cleansed me from my iniquities!
I can say with real conviction that I am at last happy. Ecstatic even, and I want nothing more than to share the joy of what I have found with others around me. I can't even stop smiling! My life is in the loving hands of God, and he is my Lord now. I wasted so many years chasing money and seclusion, blind to what I was doing to my soul. I pray fervently for any of you in the sae place that I was, and hope that God can reach you as he did me.
Therefore, I am leaving FIMFiction and moving on with my now beautiful life. The first thing I'm doing after this is going out find the best Bible I can! Oh I can't even begin to express how wonderful everything I see truly is now! God is so good to us, that he made everything for us! You're all beautiful, special individual sons of God, and I love you all!
I want you all to know that the old Matt is gone, and the new Matt - Son of God is now alive!
God Bless you all, and I'll leave you all with this: John 3:16 - For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
Remember that Jesus loves you, and so does God!
We're gonna miss you.
I hope you have a wonderful life my friend.
You found god, so you have to leave?
Welp. See ya my friend. Have fun with Sky daddy, best wished. Peace+Love.
I'm glad that there are people like you in the world and I am truly honored to call you my friend. So long good friend.
I'm happy that you're happy. I and many others will miss you, but I wish you all the luck and happiness in the world. God bless you, thank you for your friendship, and know that you are always loved
Well, good luck friend. I mean, you don't have to leave fimfiction, but if you feel that it's right, at least you are being honest with yourself. Well, see ya.
*Sigh* Well, have fun with that. Hope you have a happy life.
I don't know if you'll accept this, but if you do...
*hugs!*
I am so happy that you are happy now, my friend. Thank you for taking an interest in me, and for your friendship. Although I shall miss you, I understand and wish you all the best.
I may have just talked to you maybe four or five times but I was so happy I did I am so glad I gained a new friend and brother in the name of God. I'm a Christian as well and all I have to say is congratulations and I hope you come back because you will be missed and know that if you ever want to come back we will welcome you with open arms because we all love you and will be here for you so if you wish please don't leave for good.... Don't make this a final goodbye make it a see you later.
Have a great life man, We will miss you.
Alright, see you man. Have a good life if you want.
Walk in love and peace, friend! Walk in love and peace! You have a bright and beautiful future in front of you from now on, and I claim that in Jesus name, amen! Amen! Amen!
3733688 From the looks of it, it seems a lot deeper than that. He wishes to move on, and there's nothing wrong with that.
Although I'm not happy that you're leaving, I am more than happy that you are well now and have found happiness, Matt. I hope to talk to you again some day.
Hoorah, Matt. May this happy day be the beginning of an even happier life.
I'm gonna miss you.
3733730 I won't stop him.
I'm gonna miss you, but at least I know you'll have a good life.
Your a great friend even if we didn't talk much.
Have a good and happy life!
You're leaving? Well, we'll see...
I'm going to miss you, hope you go in a well good direction of your life, good luck, and goodbye.
I must say, I will miss you my friend. Yet in all the sadness, I must congratulate you for finally accepting God into your heart. May you live long and be prosperous (Star Trek reference=
) God bless you and Goodbye.
And so begins a new account under a new name with a farewell that will likely turn off current friends.
TL;DR.
Okay...goodbye my friend.
(Hugs)
Farewell, my friend.
I will certainly miss you. I enjoyed your blogs and writings while they lasted, and am joyful that your relationship with God has been strengthened. I wish happiness and blessings. God speed.
Ummmmm......
Wherever this path takes you; I wish you well.
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You know. I've only known the old you. But I must say I like this new you. One thing I will say is this. Religion is meant to free you from bindings. But some wind up putting Religious binding on their own wrists. I've seen friends become...just short of fanatics. Regardless. If you are happy then you took the right path.
Aww. Gonna miss you!!
All the best wishes!! 
Well, that was some heavy shit. But hey, I hope that you find peace with whatever the hell It is that's going on. Best of luck, amico.
I'm glad you found the lord.
I also hope your life is full of happiness and cheer. Live your life to the fullest, and most of all have fun!
we'll miss you, but I'm happy you're happy
Matt... no...
This is not what I ... thought would happen...
Well....We will miss you buddy. Bye
Live well, my friend. Whenever you'll see this or not, I don't know. I can only wish you the best of luck, and pray that all goes well.
Good bye my friend thank you for helping me thank you may you live happily in the loving eyes of God
You're going away, forever?!?
I am happy that you've found hapiness. Enjoy life! Cheers
I am going to miss you. We may be internet people, but we still will miss you... I did not know you had that disease... Oh well, too late to say anything now
Well, if it gives you peace, I won't judge, mate.
I'm assuming that if this works out, we won't be hearing from you again?
Hopefully this is a joke. If not, well. To each their own.
Many congrats, I'm glad you have finally found what you're looking for!
It'll be sad to see you go, but to each their own way in this crazy thing we call life. Happy trails Tavster.
I'm sad to see you go, Tavi. Mostly because I didn't get to know you better. But I'm so happy you managed to find happiness in a world full of suffering. May God bless you, your work, the roads you take, and the choices you make.
I never really talked to you before, but it's never too late to say goodbye my friend :)
May I ask you more about this? What's made you feel this way? Did you have some special experience that made you feel this way? If this state of conviction stays with you that's wonderful and I hope it does, but often when people feel this way the state of conviction passes away. Could I ask you more about yourself by sending you a PM?
I am happy that you found the Lord!
I will miss you tho, we did not talk a lot but you seemed a
nice person!
The very best in live and GOD bless!
Well, prost and goodbye! May your road lead you to warm sands!
butt tavi, itz nut april foolz yet
That is all. Equestria is ours.
So GOD does not like Bronies or Peagasisters? And you can't be around us? Because GOD does not like us? Are you fucking crazy? You know what GOD is? GOD is a kid with a fucking ant farm. Good by good and riddance. FH out...