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TheCloudtop
I am a BIG Rarity fan. I am also one of the biggest Gamers you will ever meet. My favorite MLP FIM episode is a tie between A Friend In Deed and A Dog and Pony Show.
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An interesting look into your past psyche. I've known certain friends who said they think along these lines, and even then it's so strange to hear that from someone who you see on a day-to-day basis. It really makes you wonder if there's any other problems that they've hid from you.
2467682 Sometimes, it isn't about them hiding from you. I speak from experience. Sometimes, there is no way to explain. How can you explain something that you yourself don't even understand?
2467692 And that right there gives me something to ponder.
2467706 Which is a big reason why I wrote and submitted this. As someone who has came through victoriously concerning these type of things, I know how it feels. I felt that no one would accept me, that if I sought help, I would be ridiculed and demonized. It was a long road, one that I have only recently gotten off of. I wrote this so that someone who might read this, and be dealing with similar issues, that they would know they are not alone.
2467719 Sorry this is a bit late of a reply, but the sex tag isn't needed. You just glossed over it really, and since there's no physical descriptions of it, I think it's safe to remove it.
2467783 You think?
2467786 Yep.
2467792 Removed.
I have to ask, was this at all surprising to you?
2467801 I didn't expect it to be of this magnitude but honestly, I've become a bit desensitized to stuff like this in stories, even though it's all based off of your real emotions. I think it would've hit me harder had you told me in person.
2467817 Person to person encounters are always more intense than any other kind.
I know it is suppose to be dark but I (personally) don't find this as dark as how you sold it earlier. It is dark but only if you can actually interpret it as so.
I cannot feel sorry for you, or fully understand, since I have not expereince what you have and cannot fully understand, but, I wish you well in over coming this.
(There is a photo that I will post later)
2467988 Actually, it is just waiting in line.
Thanks. The biggest part for me was revealing this part of my past. Past being the key word here.
I know. Thanks. We can talk all about how Justin Bieber is superior to Nirvana.
2467889 Yeah, this is a part of my past. A past that is only recently my past. It wasn't that long ago that I was still dealing with this.
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Ah yes, that thin line which, once crossed, turns everyday intrusive thoughts into devilish compulsions, held back by some strange combination of fear of yourself, and worry that the act may not be nearly as erotic as the fantasy.
That was wonderful prose, and should be un-ponificated for the sake of those who are non-pony fans. As it stands, its hardly a MLP fanfic, yet its very high quality. Most importantly, it awoke those feelings that I had forgotten about long since. A depth of emotion that characterizes the best of people, in my opinion.
Its a great piece.
Intrusive thoughts are no bueno. I haven't dealt with them nearly this badly, but this is still a bit too close to home for me.
2526570 This is what I used to deal with a on daily basis. It is only in the last eight months or so that these haven't been an issue for me.
I could see Pinkie going on some sort of tangent like this, when she's in her Pinkamena mode.
2527539 You could see her wanting to sexually assault ponies? Break them, both mind and spirit?
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yeah. think about it. what we saw in Party of One (I think, anyways) was just a scratching of the surface. there's no way of really being able to tell how far she'd really go, were her friends to truly do (in her eyes) the unthinkable and actually turn her from Ponyville's darling into Ponyville's outcast.
2527571 Well, maybe. I just hope no one ever has to deal with these kind of things on their own, becasue it isn't easy even when you have help, let alone if you don't. It is a fight not easily won.
I too have lived in that way. It was a hurtful time that left me broken when I reached the other side. I agree, no one can or should go through it alone. I felt you did a fantastic job incorporating the thoughts into this piece.
Completely relatable, in fact, that was me for two years, although slightly different in the desire department. I found the light and my life got better, but every once in a while, my thoughts go back and wonder about those years...