If you ever think of self harming I want you all to do something for me. I want you to imagine that your arm is someone that you care about a lot's arm.

Edit: Feel free to pass this on to people that you think need it

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I'm just posting this to say that I am quiting FiMFiction, the Brony and MLP Community, and either going to move somewhere far-away from any One I have ever known, or am going to off My self. I said I would wait and see if anything else would happen here to decide whether or not I would stay, but things in general are getting too-much for me to bear.

I apologise to all of you.

My name is Darkstar.

I live in Canterlot. I’m twenty years old. I’m a pure white unicorn with a long grey mane and yellow eyes. My cutie mark is three black stars arranged in a triangle. I stand about five and a half foot tall.

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Where to begin?

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WTF? I'm adding a link to the earlier blog. It appears it just gets worse.

Anon, let me be frank. Get the f**k out of here!

What the f**K is wrong with some of you people? Gore (for shock), Death, Self-Harm, Suicide have no place in MLP:FIM.

And Anon???

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I have a lot of diagnosis. Bipolar type two. High Functioning Autism Spectrum Disorder. Gender Dysphoria. Attention Deficit Disorder. Executive Dysfunction Disorder. Post-traumatic Stress Disorder. These are fun as they all mix together in just the most fun ways. Can't pay attention because of the ADD, can't force through it because of the EDD, Don't have people in part thanks to ASD, in a depressive swing downwards thanks to the Bipolar, and fucking stressed because of all of that and the

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https://www.strawpoll.me/18856736

Basically, I’m asking how should I handle the Darker side of my story. I feel uncomfortable with increasing the rating of my story…

CW’s for the story heavy depression themes, self harm and self harm scars and unhealthy coping mechanisms.

I don’t really know how to start, but I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for reading Beyond The Frayed Threads and thank you guys for all the support for it.

When the contest and the prompts were announced, I only had one thought for a story; Moondancer going to a spa.

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I'm okay.

Please don't worry or distress.

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I saw someone posted a suicide note on Fimfiction awhile ago, and saw the resolution. Their father was contacted and police was dispatched to his house. I wanted to take a moment and give my two cents. I've dealt with a lot of suicidal ideation before too. Therapy helps a lot, if you can get it and are receptive to the process.

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Next chapter of Dragon of Grace is the last part of the birthday girl arc. From there we're moving on to the one-shot chapter Polarity which is pretty much an SOL chapter for character development and background. It's basically the entire second act wrapped up into one convenient arc. Act 3 is where the true extent of Maria's power is revealed, so be ready for that.

Me (Melee) and Skystar: For us, we would be really sad if that happened..

Over the past like 4 years, I've had to deal with severe depression and mild to moderate anxiety. I use the diapered stories and diapers to help me cope with these things that make it really hard to function. I hope you can understand, that it hurts a lot and I don't want insults being thrown at my way. You can insult my writing but please don't insult me personally. I also have had to deal with severe ADHD (the inattentive type) my whole life so it affects how often I post updates on stories.

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This week the life lessons we learned are:

-Do not impersonate cops, they don't like it and will arrest you.

-You could be minding your own business going to the store or walking down the street or whatever and suddenly naked stranger...and you know it's never going to be someone you want to see naked.

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IN WHICH I BACKSLID BUT ATTEMPT TO RECOVER
Art is a reflection of life. Sometimes real life imitates art. This happens to me more than I like. So, here's Perfume.

I have yet to see all the MVs they've made over the last decade, to say nothing of their amazing live shows. So you'll be getting more of these lovely ladies from me, like it or not. Anyway, confession time...

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So... yeah. That was a monster towards the end, although it is mostly fun. Why did I post it? Ponies lit a creative spark in me, I guess. Sometimes that makes me write about nice stuff, and sometimes not so much. There was a reason for it all, but this fic became extremely intense.

If I get comments on the fic, I will post them here and reference the comment.

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This fic is about vengeance, a lad who joined late into the last year of school has been driven into a blind sense of rage, his motive find and eliminate the source of his ever-growing flame his fuel to keep moving forward. But this boy, he was not just any ordinary human boy.

Follow Joel into the night of Canterlot where the monsters come to play, and the weak get preyed on.

Welcome to The Slash Of Truth where Friendship is condemned.

Do you like pain?
Are you depressed?
Do you like the idea of being tested by god like Job was with no end in sight?

Then this story is for you. This story is for *redacted joke prolly breaks tos*.

Like the character is a slave who gets emotionally, psychologically, and physically abused and neglected.

Every chapter.

Like, if you are a depressed communist who *redacted* sure, this will appeal to you. You can relate it to the horrors of uh colonialism haha.

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