The funk continues · 5:04pm Jul 8th, 2018
I have a lot of diagnosis. Bipolar type two. High Functioning Autism Spectrum Disorder. Gender Dysphoria. Attention Deficit Disorder. Executive Dysfunction Disorder. Post-traumatic Stress Disorder. These are fun as they all mix together in just the most fun ways. Can't pay attention because of the ADD, can't force through it because of the EDD, Don't have people in part thanks to ASD, in a depressive swing downwards thanks to the Bipolar, and fucking stressed because of all of that and the PTSD. Yeah so much fucking fun. I can't write right now. I just feel like shit. So much so I hurt myself last night. It had been a while since I had done that. but now there are a hundred plus new lacerations on my legs and one arm. Should I be in a psych ward? Maybe. Do they help? Not really. So here I am waiting a week to see my med manager about maybe switching things up or uping my mood stabilizer. It is really hard to care though. I hate the numbness of depression. Why am I rambling all of this here? Cause I don't really have anywhere else. It feels weird not telling someone. Not that I am seeking attention but more that I feel like I have to tattle on myself. Either way more chapters will come when they come.
If it helps, we're more than willing to be a friendly ear for you to vent your frustrations. Don't stress the chapters, they'll come when they come.
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Thanks. I may end up back in a psych ward. Today is not going well.
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Sorry man. But it will get better.