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Dusk Melody


I wish I was enough. But I'm not and never will be.

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  • 9 weeks
    Goodbye

    I tried
    I'm tired
    I'm sorry

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  • 25 weeks
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  • 108 weeks
    I'm Tired

    I'm tired.
    Tired of the constancy,
    the constancy of judgment.
    Tired of hiding,
    hiding who I really am.
    Tired of trying to stay strong.

    I'm tired.
    Tired of pretending,
    pretending to be happy when all I want to do is cry.
    Tired of not being able to let go,
    let go of all the pain and emotions that consume me.
    Tired of feeling worthless.

    I'm tired.
    Tired of being put down,

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  • 148 weeks
    A Short Hiatus

    Hello to all my dear readers!

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  • 173 weeks
    New Story - Strawberry Moon

    My latest story, Strawberry Moon, can be found here!

    Here's what it's about.

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Apr
13th
2017

A Darker Shade of Me · 8:35am Apr 13th, 2017

My name is Darkstar.

I live in Canterlot. I’m twenty years old. I’m a pure white unicorn with a long grey mane and yellow eyes. My cutie mark is three black stars arranged in a triangle. I stand about five and a half foot tall.

Now I’ve introduced myself, my therapist, Doctor Ruby Tuesday, says I should write this down. She says it’s good for me – for us – to write it out. We don’t know about that. We aren’t too sure. I want to be left alone. I want to die. We want to die.

Triggers - Talk of rape, self harm, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts, depression, physical and mental trauma, a unicorn in pain.

Part of the Wilyverse, this takes place between Wildfire: Lighting the Flame and Wildfire 2: Releasing the Flame.

This new story will be published over the next few days. It's a bit of a darker route for the Wilyverse.

Comments ( 6 )

It's a bit of a darker route for the Wilyverse.

Oh really? I didn't think it was possible to get darker.

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When your dealing with mental health and trauma after rape it can always get darker. Doesn't mean it won't be a good story but having a warning is always nice let people who are new know what their getting into.

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4494817 You all know what happened to Darkstar in Wildfire: Lighting the Flame. This story, A Darker Shade of Me, will detail the events off her attack and her experiences afterwards from Darkstar's point of view.

That art is amazing! Looking forward to the read.
:pinkiecrazy:

4494862 Thank you my friend!

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Who drew it, and can I use it if it's available?
Just as a visual in a later chapter of a story I'm writing as well.

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